For the next three days, I feel exactly the same. Restless, impatient, desperate to get this over with. I’m trying really hard not to lose my mind as I wait and wait for the presentation as I force myself to hang out with Jeremy at least two days a week, staying up until late only for him. I also go out and train with the guys sometimes, just because I need to do something. And because they're kind of my friends now. But my favorite part of the day is when I call my boys. Ash tells me absolutely everything that happened in the day, with extreme detail, then Rem puts the headphones on his head and we get to have our conversation. "... so, does it feel better? The mark?" I ask Rem as I'm coming out of the shower with a bathrobe and a towel in my hair. I dry it off, waiting for his response. He’s being more quiet than usual tonight. "A little," Rem finally murmurs and yawns hard, "But it is getting better. I can forget it's there when I'm really busy. It looks a lot better, too. An
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