Ivy Doreen was once marked by her mate, Alpha Remington Silvan—a bond she thought unbreakable. But when her wolf never surfaced and his council pressured him to choose a “stronger” Luna, Remington did the unthinkable: he broke the bond and allowed her to walk away. Years later, Ivy returns to the pack as a different woman. Her wolf has awakened, her power is undeniable and she’s no longer the girl who cried when her mate turned his back on her. But fate doesn’t care about their past. When they cross paths again, the mate bond reignites—stronger than before. Something powerful stirs between them, a rare second chance that only few are granted. But second chances come with a price.
View MoreBeing back in the Silvan Packhouse after almost seven years is not how I wanted to celebrate my birthday. I haven't been here since the worst day of my life. I left in pieces that day and I've been trying to put them back together ever since.
I vowed never to return, and yet, here I am, going against everything I believe in. Like the fact that you should never willingly return to the home of someone who metaphorically punched a hole in your chest, pulled your heart out and stomped on it in front of everyone. Unluckily for me, when the Silvan family gives an order, you have to comply. Especially when the whole country is under several attacks and every single pack is on edge. I came back to the Silvan Pack two months ago and that’s when the threats in neighboring packs started. I knew in the back of my head the Council would make it my fault as soon as they heard I’m back and I clearly wasn’t wrong because I received a letter twenty-four hours ago from them, politely asking me to come here for a meeting. How did they know where I’m staying? Well, they do have eyes everywhere. And that’s why I had to leave the pack to begin with. Once upon a time, I would've been too rebellious to do this, I would've simply ignored the letter, but everything is different now and I'm not on my own anymore. I have to protect my son from these people. Making them angry and having them come after me is not something I'm willing to risk right now. "You can drop me off here," I say to Cassie, my best friend, and open the door as soon as she stops her car. She looks nervous, "I'll call you as soon as I know what's going on." "Okay... are you sure you're ready for this, Ivy?" she asks from the driver's seat, her tone more serious than usual. "No," I respond truthfully, "But that never stopped me before." Cassie gives me a low sigh and reaches over to squeeze my hand. "You know if it gets bad in there, I'll burn the whole damn place down for you." "I know,” I smile. And I’m not lying, Cassie is just as crazy as I am, "That's why I love you." I look to the backseat to check on my son but he’s still asleep, so I simply step out of the car and I close the door before I can talk myself out of this. The cold wind makes my hair fly back but I don't let myself shiver because I can feel eyes on me already. Wolves. Guards. Nosy house workers itching to see me. And probably even some council members judging me already. Not that I care. Well… maybe I do a little. But I didn't come here to win hearts or prove anything, I came because the Council summoned me. Because like I said, something is stirring—something dark enough to make even the proud Silvans call back the girl they were extremely eager to get rid of. The golden gates to the property creak open when I get close. I'm halfway up the gravel path to the main house when I feel it. That pull. The sizzling energy. Warm and electric. A tug low in my belly, like a memory that refuses to stay buried. And then—there he is. Remington Silvan. Alpha. Warrior. The first and only man who's ever broken my heart. He's at the top of the stone steps, broad shoulders tense, eyes worried and his silver-white hair tousled as if he's been messing with it. His light gray eyes lock onto mine, unreadable. I stop a few feet from the stairs, my jaw tight and my legs refusing to get any closer to that man. He's the enemy. "You look older," I let out, unable to bite my tongue. He doesn't look like an old man, but the last time I saw him he was youthful and very pretty. Now he's all hard lines and handsome features. Remington blinks, then he gives me the faintest smile. "You look strong," he says, his voice making everything in me light up, "Stronger than before." "I am," I respond, but that's all I'm willing to say right now, I don't want him asking a million questions. I want to get down to business, "Let's not pretend this is a sweet reunion. You called, I answered. Let's keep it professional and make it fast." He steps down the stairs, each movement careful, as if he's scared I'll take off and disappear again. "Ivy," He sighs. I can tell there's a million things he wants to say to me, but that's all he manages to breathe out. "Remington." Silence stretches between us. Heavy. Awkward. Familiar in all the worst ways. I don't know what I truly expected from seeing him again. Maybe some kind of closure. Maybe an apology. Maybe—if I'm being honest—to check if there's still that old fire between us. But what I feel instead is something colder. Heavier. This man was supposed to be my everything and, for a while, he was. My best friend, my lover, my fated mate, my husband. But he ruined everything and looking at his face now only makes me feel disappointed. We could've had it all. Instead, he let his family—the Council—get in our way. He threw us away for political gain and power. I hope it was worth it, I really do.I allow Rogan to kiss me for just a split second, but when he tries to deepen it and put his tongue inside my mouth, my body starts feeling like it's burning up and I have to take a step back.I can’t do this. Not yet. "I'm going to the bathroom," I say and push him back with my hands before trying to walk away. River stops me, I repeat the same thing. Then Ginny, then Felicia. I tell them all the same, until I'm able to escape and reach a hallway. There's a lot of mirrors hanging on the walls, so I can't escape my own reflection, no matter which way I turn. I’m forced to deal with the truth: I kissed another guy. Well… technically, he kissed me, but still. I know it's fucked up, I know it's not right. I wouldn't want Rem to be in this situation. Even just imagining him here, allowing a girl to be all over him and then kiss him and joke about blowjobs? It brings my nausea back. I have to hold myself up with a hand against one of the mirrors and I focus on breathing in and
When we start getting closer to the heart of the pack, the guys stop walking and get in between two buildings to shift into their human form and get dressed. Then they come back out like nothing happened, looking way better than I would after a shift. Right now, I’m wearing a skimpy black dress with long sleeves to cover myself from the cold… but it’s so short, I’d show my ass to the whole pack if I bent over even the tiniest bit. I also did my makeup a little bit heavier than usual and I put all of my thick hair up in a tall ponytail. I think I look hot, but that’s my biased opinion. At this point, is undeniable that Rogan is into me, but it gets even worse when he decides to stick by my side as we walk looking for a nice spot. He can’t stop looking at me. My brother and the girls start teasing us and pushing us closer to each other as we walk, not giving a shit that I have a big mark right on my neck. And Rogan does not give a fuck either. But… why would they care? Why
"Did I hurt you too much?" I ask, moving my hands away from his face. Rogan shakes his head and does not move to shove me off. I don't move either, "Is your hairy ass okay?" "It'll be fine," he responds, gulping as he looks at me too. He's very into me, I think. I like that. If Remington didn't exist, I would make a move right now. Right this second. I would probably move my hips lower and try to make him hard or even move down to kiss him because I'm not exactly shy when it comes to men, but the thought of doing that makes me feel disgusted again. I sigh and get off him to go sit on the ground next to my brother. River moves to pull a cigarette out of his pack and extends it my way. I light it up for him and then burst out laughing when I look into his eyes and they're still red as hell. "You ruined my day. We'll start the wolf training tomorrow," he lets me know, after taking a long drag of his cigarette, "Then we'll move onto the fire training, that's more mental than
The next morning, I get ready and leave my tent at 6 AM, feeling surprisingly refreshed and excited for the new day. My brother is already waiting outside my tent looking well-rested. He puts a plastic cup right in my face. "For you, Ivy Doreen. Protein shake," he explains and I grab it, but that thing looks pink and smells ghoulish. Still, I take it to my mouth for a sip because I trust my brother... then I almost die. "What the fuck is in here?!" I cry in anguish, shaking my head and giving it back. It tastes like pure shit. I gag and shake my head, trying to get the taste out. "The organs of the deer we ate yesterday. I washed them real good and I kept them in ice as soon as I pulled them out of the deer, they're in perfect condition," he explains. "Organs? What the fucking shit," I gag again, shaking my head, "Why would you do this to me?" "It's a protein shake," he repeats, like that explains this assassination attempt. And he's drinking out of his own cup. His fucking b
This feels weird, I've never talked about my family before. I never even put an imaginary face to them, but I do now. I imagine my father as a tall, strong and bearded man, just like River. And my mother… as a gorgeous and a little cuckoo woman, just like me. I bet she was misunderstood too, they probably called her a witch for her prophetic gift. "How did we get separated, then?" I ask, "If you were eight and I was just a baby... why didn't they put both of us in the foster care system?" "Mom hid you in the backseat, then she kissed my forehead and left me there too," River says, sighing as he remembers. It sounds like it was very traumatic for him. So much, his memory is very fresh, "She shifted and tried to go help, but it was useless. They killed her too... then I left the car because I didn't want them to see you there. I wanted you to still have a little bit of a chance to survive. I thought they would kill me, I was ready for it, but they didn't. They saw me, a young boy, a
I'm still thinking about Rem like a dumbass when I look up and I see River walking away from the camp. That shifts my attention right away, so when I can no longer see him... I get up and follow him. I should ask Rita what's the deal with River and why the fuck do I feel so called to him. If my bond is alive, I should not feel this way. But I do. I have a physical need to be close to him. And just… hug him. Isn’t that weird? River walks through the trees for around five minutes and all I can do is follow him until he stops, only a few feet away from the lake. I stop too and try to stay quiet as he drops his big butt down, leaning his back against a three, and pulls a pack of cigarettes out of his pants. "Who's that?" he asks when he grabs a cigarette with his mouth, not really doing anything to look at me, just addressing that he knows I'm here, "I need alone time. Go away." I continue getting closer, making him sigh in annoyance until he sees it's me. He tries to get up imm
Welcome to GoodNovel world of fiction. If you like this novel, or you are an idealist hoping to explore a perfect world, and also want to become an original novel author online to increase income, you can join our family to read or create various types of books, such as romance novel, epic reading, werewolf novel, fantasy novel, history novel and so on. If you are a reader, high quality novels can be selected here. If you are an author, you can obtain more inspiration from others to create more brilliant works, what's more, your works on our platform will catch more attention and win more admiration from readers.
Comments