Lahat ng Kabanata ng Sixty Days With You.: Kabanata 11 - Kabanata 20

"Those were your friends?" My mother inquired holding my arm as if assisting my posture while we walked back to my room after I had lost sight of the taxi Keith and Billy entered. "I had no idea you had such a cute friend... And Keith is also a friend of yours?" She asked again as we walked towards my ward and I was reminded of Keith's beautiful grey again..."I wouldn't say we're friends yet," I said entering the ward and walking to my bed. "But he will be visiting me until I get discharged," I told my mother, reminding myself that I'd be seeing Keith every day and it began interesting me and I pondered what activity I would do with him and cute Billy who isn't as handsome as Keith.I lay on the bed while my mother covered me with the bedsheet. "You should go now, Leah and Ruth would be waiting for you," I said and my mother smiled a bit."I will after you are asleep." She answered using her palm to smoothen my face while I faced her brown eyes.I couldn't read her expression but I k

"You can go." Doctor George said to me and I smiled a little not wanting to ask him what he found in my chest or why he looked more worried after the scan. I decided to remain mute on asking such questions about my health, and every other health feedback would just make me more sad or traumatized.I beamed in a smile as though doing that would make me feel alright.As I opened the door, I met with Lora who was about to walk into the office as well."Matthew!" She called with a smile. Such the kind of smile that George deserves."Hey, doc Lorraine," I called."Lora please." She returned."Lora. How is your day going?" I asked not acting as if I just finished a scan that had her fiancè worried."Well, patient all through." She shrugged with her beautiful smile. "And you too? You're done so soon with the scan." She asked."Well..." I glanced back at George who was still concentrating on the computer or should I say chest scan device that only he could look at. "I would go to my room afte

What was that? Am I stupid? I asked myself recollecting how I had pecked Keith and how he had pushed me aside showed I was in trouble!Would he start sharing my private information about my sexuality, even before I'm ready to tell others? Would I have to live with the shame of being exposed, before I'm ready to die? I wanted to be the one to share that information with those who care about me, not my crush who is a straight person.Even though I knew he wasn't interested in dating someone of the same gender, I was aware of that still I had planned on telling him about my feelings not kissing him, and getting myself into trouble.What if someone had seen us? What if there was a picture of us or a video? Have I put myself in trouble?"Jesus Christ!" I gritted my teeth as I ran my hands in my hair regretting what I did to Keith not even daring to reminisce how soft his gorgeous lips were.I hope he leaves and will never come back, I hoped so even though I knew it'd be upsetting and sad n

I guess being gay is more terrible...I feigned a smile lowering my head as the silence dawned on us.I was lost in my thoughts thinking how he might even react if I should confess how I felt about him or perhaps if he came to know I was gay he wouldn't think of me., I'm very sure he would be just as disappointed--- rather, I might lose him, including Billy, whom I am coming to know to be my friend, but I'm sure they'll just stay away from me when I'm out of my shells.I shouldn't be worrying about this right now, no. I shouldn't worry about what would happen. I should just face now, tomorrow can deal with itself."Huh--- how's your health?" Keith broke the silence after I had gone quiet when he had mentioned he knew I wouldn't be gay, which I would have found offensive, but I dared not to.Probably if I had been a straight guy I would have been like normal people who don't like gays. Or in my past life, I had offended a gay?"Uh, fine." I feigned another smile, raising my head to mee

"Good morning Matt." Said Doctor George entering my ward smiling cheerfully, although I wouldn't want to find it strange since I hardly see him smile because of me."Hey George," I called returning the smile."Happy that you're gonna be getting discharged today?" He asked."You bet." I chuckled, watching him put the clipboard on the desk at the bedside before lowering his head to me to check my vital signs with his stethoscope. Then he looked straight ahead, holding up a light and asking me to follow it with my eyes. As I did this, he asked me to keep my head still. He then took out a small tool and looked into my eyes, one at a time. I could see his face reflected in my eyes, and he was concentrating as he looked. He then asked me to close my eyes and rest for a moment."Congratulations, you can be discharged later today." His casual response followed, and I slowly opened my eyes, beaming with smiles. "Although I'm not still comfortable with letting you move around, you should---""G