Semua Bab Fated to the Blind Alpha: Bab 31 - Bab 36

‎Chapter 30‎‎"Close the doors, Jace," Madam’s instructed with a smirk that hinted to Jace that he was probably in a set up.‎‎Jace hesitated, his hand resting on the brass handle. "Ma'am… is Young Master Elias not..."‎‎"I said, close them." Her gaze cut at Jace like a blade. "Don't make me repeat myself."‎‎The heavy oak doors swung shut with a deep thud that seemed to seal the room in a different kind of air that made Jace's heart beat faster. ‎‎"Well…" the Eastern Luna candidate was the first to rise from her seat. Her gown shimmered in pale gold as she glided closer. "Up close, you’re even prettier than I expected...wearing this..." Her eyes looked like she could eat him as a snack.‎‎"Prettier? No," the Northern daughter corrected, eyes roaming him from hair to boots. "He’s… alluring... Look at those grey lashes, the silky looking hair and those lips." She was the top candidate from our pack for Elias but right now, she was feasting on Jace with her eyes.‎‎Jace steppe

‎“What’s wrong?” Jace asked softly, his voice brushing close against Elias’s ear.‎‎Elias’s arms tightened suddenly around him, crushing him close. “Am I…” his voice faltered, shaking in a way Jace had never heard from him before, “am I a mistake of an Alpha because I was born blind?”‎‎Jace froze at the raw tremor in the question. Elias’s fingers dug into his shirt as though holding on to the only thing keeping him steady.‎‎“I don’t want power. I don’t care about ruling over anyone. All I want…” Elias’s breath caught and then broke against Jace’s throat, “…all I want is love. I want to be seen, Jace. I want to be accepted without someone whispering behind me that I am broken. But maybe I am... Maybe I was never meant to lead or to be wanted.”‎‎“Sir....uhm...I mean...jjElias…” Jace’s chest tightened painfully. He turned slightly, enough to see the Alpha’s face, his sightless eyes glassy, his jaw trembling with the effort of keeping his composure. “Don’t say that. Don’t ever thin

‎Jace stumbled into the dim servant quarters, shutting the door behind him with a trembling hand. His knees gave way before he could reach the cot, and he sank to the cold floor. His chest heaved, each breath ragged, like he was drowning in air too heavy to breathe. ‎ He never knew he would actually feel this way for another guy...what's worse...the guy is an Alpha...THE ALPHA...and he was just a null...a malfunctioning null...a null with heat.The silence of the small room wrapped around him like chains. He pressed his hands to his face, choking back sobs.I ruined everything. He wanted me…he is the only one who really likes me... he bared himself for me… and I threw it away.The weight of Elias’s words...Do you even have affection for me?...echoed in his skull. He wanted to scream yes, to beg forgiveness, to cling to the Alpha until his heart stopped beating. But instead, he had lied. Lied because he was a slave, a Null, because the world would laugh at Elias for lowering himse