Semua Bab From ruin to the Lycan King's Luna: Bab 81 - Bab 90

Derek's POV I can't believe I am really doing this..It was not real when I got it dressed this morning. I must have woken up on the wrong side of the bed today and I had a headache to testify for it. There was no part of me, that wanted this trip to be real, but I had to do it. I had to try, to go and fight for a chance for my pack. I had thought about it over and over, Hercules' words accompanying me throughout the night. The more I thought about it, the more I realised he was right, and I might have no other choice. Sebastian Moonstone was wealthy enough to buy back my pack from the jaws of death, and he was powerful enough to make sure it stays that way.I was at the end of my road. It was either this or nothing.If I do not do this, I might not have a pack to call me Alpha. And even I know that would be the beginning of my death."Alpha, Are you alright ?" My manservant asked as he straightened the collar of my shirt."I will be or I might not be." Came my honest reply."Well

Derek's POV Hercules suddenly looked taller than usual; his shoulders were squared, he had straightened to his full height, hhs hands were held together at his back, his head raised to meet the gaze of the Lycan Royals duo. He seemed confident, not like an Alpha than I ever could at this moment. Yet something else was in his gaze. Aside from confidence, his eyes held something else, relief. His shoulders looked the most loose that I have seen in months, and there was a flicker of a smile as he looked at Susanna. He did not look like he had seen a ghost, if anything he looked..... Happy. I have always known he was a big fan of Susanna. He had cheered the loudest at her ceremony, and listened to her way more than I did. I had once been suspicious, but he looked at Susanna with way more respect than anyone else. Susanna was his Luna, then, now, at probably forever.I was not so sure how I felt about that, or even anything. Somehow his confidence added more shame to me, but I had never

Susanna's POV.Derek was on his knees. The thud his knees made when they connected to the ground was resounding in the room, like an echo of his defeat.Now things are getting interesting.Hercules turned to him, a mix of disappointment and helplessness in his eyes. He shook his head, and fell to his knees by his side, and wiped the tear from his face. He was resolute now, determination that came from getting what he wants either by deal or by pleading, his shoulders fell slumped with the weight of the lives of wolves on them."Please." Derek croaked out. His voice was quiet and still, pleading and small.Though quiet, his plea resounded throughout the throne room. I was more shocked than I was pleased. DarkMoon must really be in a bad place if an arrogant man like Derek came to his knees. I locked gazes with Sebestian, whose eyes reflected how I felt, yet asking if this was really what I wanted.A broken pleading Derek was an absolute delight to watch. But I was done with watching h

Susanna's POV A panic attack.What I had just experienced was a panic attack.The doctor had said it like it was taboo, he was fidgety and kept snapping his fingernails in half. And when he got round to mentioning the cause, j already knew what it was going to be.I thought I was fine. I thought watching him grovel at my feet vwill make me feel good, but I guess gratification was not enough to make pain fade. I wasn't sure what I felt. If anything, I was feeling too much. I was angry at no one in particular, but myself, and thus there was nowhere to direct the anger but inward, and that birth sadness, disappointment and every bad emotion on the wheel."How do you feel?" Sebestian asked, his voice was still softer than ever."Like I managed to survive a truck apocalypse." I replied, turning my neck to get familiar with the feeling that my vocal cords were working again.Sebestian chuckled, a light, almost quiet sound, i was not sure if it sounded happy."And you should take it easy

Susanna's POV It was my third sigh in the last five minutes. I was resting on Sebastian's chest, my back to his chest, his arms wrapping protectively around me, one on my belly the other stroking my hair. I loved this position, and it was good enough to shut down all the voices in my head, either that or I was properly high....."You good?" Sebastian's voice was barely a whisper, and I could almost hear the raised brows in his words.....Yet I was still sighing."Do you-- sigh", I started, but the words were pretty hard to let out, so I gave up the struggle mid-sentence."Let it out." "I just...." I gave up again, the words were stuck somewhere between my throat and my tongue, and I was strangled by the threads of the words.Sebastian chuckled, and his chest did that rumbling thingy again. It was tickling and cute until... He burst into full-on laughter.I shot up in a heartbeat, spinning around to face him."Excuse me, did you just laugh at me?" I half yelled in his face, annoyed