Semua Bab Mafia's Redemption: TERZO: Bab 111 - Bab 120

DANII didn’t know how many times I washed my face with soap, even if there was no trace of blood anymore. I didn’t know how long I was in the shower until my skin was hot and red. And I didn’t know how to face everyone after I almost got them killed.It was the guilt and the conscience that could kill me, yet I didn’t hear anyone blaming me, and that was the worst feeling in the world. I just wanted them to yell at me, hate me, or even kick me out. I wouldn’t blame them.I chose to skip dinner. I didn’t have an appetite. I couldn’t stomach the food while Marco hadn’t woken up, and Gaetano and Alessio were almost blown to pieces. I lay in bed, staring at the ceiling. At this point, I wish I’d seen a therapist again or maybe had taken some xanax so I could just sleep. I had the worst feeling, and I couldn’t shake it off. I didn’t have the thick skin to ignore what happened and act like it was just another normal day.A sharp knock interrupted my musing. I wanted to ignore it or answer

DANIIt was harder than I thought to say goodbye to the people you loved and considered family. And it was extremely difficult to bid goodbye to the person you wished to spend your life with. But things didn’t always go as planned, and life must go on without them. The only thing I could do now was cherish the memories we had together. And if one day, I decided to come back, and they were still there to welcome me home, then maybe that was how fate played with my life. God knew I didn’t want to leave them, but that was not the life I wanted, that was not the life I wanted to start a family, and I could not let my husband choose between me and the life he’d lived his entire life, the family legacy he inherited. I couldn’t be selfish when he had already sacrificed a lot for me.When the door opened, I expected Celestina. Instead, it was Marco, clutching his chest. “You should be resting. You lost a lot of blood, Marco.” I was glad he finally woke up, but he was still weak.“You’re not

DANII smiled as I put my hand on my tummy. “In two weeks.”“Let me know if you need someone to come with you, I’d love to accompany you.”“Thanks.” I still thought of that day I found out I was pregnant. I cried the whole day alone in the bathroom, in the dark. I didn’t know if I could be a good mother, if I could take care of this child alone, but this child was made with love, and not, for a second I thought of protecting him or her with everything that I got that was why I reached out to Ruslan Olezka and Ilya Vasilyev, asking for their protection. “Anyway, I’m taking home Milo with me. If there’s someone comes and asks for him, give him my number.”“Really?” Aysel smiled. “He’d be lucky to be his fur mommy, Dani.”After I brought a cat carrier and things needed for Milo, including his food, I brought him with me. “What?” I glared at Aleksandr Gusev, one of Ilya’s men, who was sent to protect me while I stayed in Istanbul. He was bigger and taller, and he had a scar on his left

TERZOWe were having a baby. I knew the moment I saw her outside the elevator that something had changed in her. She still looked gorgeous, but she had that glow. When she clung to me, things clicked right away. She must have been terrified finding out that she was going to be a mother alone. I had no doubt she would be a great mom. I just wish I were there with her. Fuck. I was going to be a father. Papa would be so thrilled to hear the news.Then a furry monster ruined my little moment.“Hey. Be nice to Milo. He just lost his owner.” She came to pick up Milo and carried the cat like her child as she walked out of her bedroom towards the living room. She had a pretty decent apartment, considering she could afford to buy this building owned by my uncle. So I guess she chose Istanbul to be closer to her family. Our family.“What happened to his owner?” I looked at her sitting so domestically.“The old lady passed away while he was at the clinic for treatment.”“Uncle Lorenzo’s clini

TERZOThe coast of Fethiye was tranquil with vibrant blue ocean and pine-clad hills. I wanted to take my wife outside Istanbul before we headed home. So I chartered a yacht because I owed her a date that had been long overdue.“Wow.” The first word she said since we arrived at the marina. “Do you always try to impress a girl on your date?”“Just my wife,” I assisted her onboard. This time we had the 3-cabin yacht to ourselves.Celestina was spending time with Uncle Gian Carlo and his wife. While Aleksandr and Dimitri were taking care of Milo.“Enjoy, signora.” Gio waved at us as we were ready to leave.“Call us when you arrive.” Marco gestured.“Don’t get shot!” Dani yelled at him, making me chuckle.As we left the dock, she came to me and hugged me from behind. She was wearing a two-piece inside her yellow summer beach dress.“So, what else can you do aside from sailing, shooting, running a business, spying, and finding people? You can also cook. How did I become so lucky, Terzo?”I