I Became my Mate's Concubine のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 31 - チャプター 40

DEVA LOREN/ LANA ALVAREZ"I know I did wrong," Aaron said. I saw the confusion in his eyes, the stress, and the hurt.But what about me?"Yes, you did. And you would do more harm if you do not give me the space I need, Aaron. We can have this conversation another time," I told him. "If you'd excuse me." I lowered my head, leaving.Anna followed behind me as I shut the door."This is quite a mess, my Lady," Anna expressed as we stepped into my bedroom chamber."Indeed, we'll need all the hands we can get. How do I sleep in this mess?" I groaned."I'll get all the extra hands I can," she said, turning to leave when I grabbed her hand, pulling her into a hug. "You saved me, both you and Louise. Where is she?""With her mother.""Thank you. We must find a way to compensate both of them," I told her."Of course, my lady," Anna said with a small smile. "Now, I must get other maids to clear up as much as we can.""Yes, please," I said, letting her go.I made my way through the pile of scatte

AARON SHROVAI spun around. "Open the door," I told the guards.I was met with Sophie's enraged face. "You did it.""Yes, and I'd do it over again if it would work," she coldly replied."Are you out of your mind, Sophie?" I questioned.She stayed still, her lips trembling."Answer me!" I slammed my fist against the door, making her flinch."Yes," she replied, her voice shaky. "Because of you, I have become a mad woman. Look at me, Aaron!" She raised her voice. "Do I look sane?""Why did you do it?" I asked, running my hand through my hair, pacing back and forth. "Why? I thought I could trust you. But-""You can trust me. I did it because of Deva. She was going to harm you sooner or later." Her eyes and voice pleaded. "I am the same Sophie." Then her voice cracked. "Please. I did it for you.""No, do not say that again. You did nothing for me. It wasn't for me. It was for you," I replied. "What benefit is all that to me?""You looked at her the way I’ve always wanted you to look at me.

DEVA LOREN/ LANA ALVAREZ.Lana used to have so much faith in people and in love.She used to trust.She used to hope.She used to believe.She withstood her suffering, hoping that better days would actually come, but they never did. Lana lost her life believing.I am no longer her.I only believe in myself and the good that comes to me as a result of the good I have done in the past. It's all good karma.The love Anna has for me— for Deva.The lines get blurry most of the time. If I never got back to Aaron, I would forget who I was completely. It is hard being in another person's body.Especially someone like Deva.I want to rewrite both of our stories, but I'll have to finish mine to figure hers out.I had to lie to Aaron. The moment he reeked of alcohol, I knew he was not in the right mind to reason.He loves Lana. He's in pain, but I suppose the love was not strong enough to fight for us. How can I trust such a love?I let him touch me, kiss me.No kiss another's body.It wasn't me

DEVA LOREN/ LANA ALVAREZ"You cannot do that!" Luna Sana yelled from behind. "You will not ridicule my daughter by reducing her to nothing."Aaron replied with a straight face. "You cannot tell me what to do in my own pack. Perhaps it has not occurred to you yet what a grave sin Sophie has committed.""I am surprised she has not been sentenced to death. I know I would do that," Alpha Cain said, smugly. What a coy man he is, and this is the only moment I can bring myself to appreciate his wickedness."That is true," a man said, and the murmuring started again."Fine, then. I would rather have Sophie back home with us than see her suffer through this," Luna Sana snarled. "I want my daughter back this instant.""Mother, no!" Sophie's loud voice was enough proof that she did not want to go with Sana."You sick child! Come back with us," Luna Sana threatened, her teeth grinding. "Or you can kiss this family goodbye.""I did what I did, and it would be unfair to walk away like a coward. I a

AARON SHROVAA knock disturbed me as I looked through paperwork."Alpha Aaron, Luna Sana seeks to speak with you," my guard said."Let her in," I told him.Soon after, she stepped in, regally dressed, looking at me disdainfully."I cannot believe after all Sophie had done for you, Aaron-""Your daughter tried to poison me!" I snapped, immediately annoyed."She loves you! You think I wanted her to marry you?! There were many suitors lined up to marry her, but she chose you.""She said she doesn't love me," I told her, my voice lower."Oh, even the blind can tell that she'll do whatever it takes to make you happy, even at the cost of her own happiness," Sana spat. "Her happiness means little to hers, but oh yours...""True love is not abusive, emotionally or physically. She manipulated me, it is not love. She desires me, she does not love me," I blatantly replied. I leaned down to the table, placing my hands and looking up at her. "You think she ought to be alive? You must be aware of t