Lahat ng Kabanata ng Until I Disappear: Kabanata 11 - Kabanata 19

Zach stumbled back. Honestly, he had a hunch that Ninian had thrown them away. But he just did not have the courage to admit it. However, he never expected that Ninian would burn them. Did she not feel any sort of sentiment for the sweet and happy moments they had together?He had just learned of Ninian’s death, but he felt as if his heart had been tortured for a century. He kept asking the house cleaners all these questions because he wanted to hear a different answer that would tell him Ninian still felt some sort of attachment to him. However, reality was such a cruel mistress. Zach could not accept it. He searched through the whole house and tried to find anything related to Ninian. Unfortunately, she had been ruthless and had destroyed everything at home. She either sold or threw away her clothes. She also sold all of the furniture they had picked together to a recycling company. All the other things received the same treatment. Right then, Zach suddenly r

“And who do you think you are?! Why do you think you have the right to lecture my wife?“Monette, know your place. To me, you’re just a tool to give birth to my child!” Zach’s voice was incredibly cold, and each word hit Monette’s heart like a hammer. Oh, no! She was done for!Monette trembled and clenched her fists to quell her unease. No. This could not be. She was pregnant with Zach’s baby. He would not be so cruel toward her!Monette hung her head and started speaking in a choked-up voice. “I-I’m sorry, Mr. Stone… I wasn’t trying to cause trouble for Mrs. Stone. But she just kept yelling at me because of the old house, and she started slandering me at the company. I was driven to a corner, and that’s why I wanted to retaliate…“I’m sorry. Please don’t yell at me. I’m scared…”Just like usual, Monette played the weak, delicate card. As she spoke, she even started sobbing. Her voice trembled so much that it sounded like she had suffered a great injustice.This time, h

After dealing with Monette, Zach took a long break. Since he could not accept the fact that Ninian was gone, Zach chose to drown himself in alcohol. “It would have been great if I had known that she had cancer sooner. “It would have been great if I hadn’t fallen for Monette’s seduction.“It would have been…”He sat in a room in a bar and just kept drinking in regret. Zach did not know just how many days it had been since he last slept. Ninian was no longer around in the house, and he could not bear to be there. Even though the old house had been restored to how it originally looked, it was no longer what it used to be. He wanted to numb himself through alcohol so that he could alleviate the pain of missing Ninian. However, even after drinking several bottles of beer, he did not get drunk. Instead, his mind just kept getting clearer. He knew very well that Ninian was no longer beside him. With a bitter smile, Zach downed another bottle of beer and got up to call th

Zach had been trying to contact Susan over this period.However, knowing that Zach was trying to see Ninian, Susan rejected him. She never would have expected him to use the police to contact her. Since they had been friends for years, Susan could not find it in herself to be completely heartless toward him. After all, she was also worried that Zach would cause a huge problem. When she saw that the situation was not that dire, she attempted to leave, only to hear a loud thud. Zach had knelt on the floor. He had his head bowed, and his shoulders trembled. “Susan, I’m begging you… Please… Let me see her…”Susan had never seen Zach be so pitifully meek, and her unyielding determination yielded. On the day he went to meet Ninian, Zach wore a suit. It was the graduation present Ninian had given him when they graduated from university. He bought a huge bouquet of daisies and also went to the barber to have his hair styled. While on the way there, both of them were silen

In the blink of an eye, their wedding anniversary arrived. Zach brought a cake he had reserved back home, only to find it empty. He searched the entire place, but he could not find Ninian. The panic of losing her overwhelmed him again. In his anxiety, Zach called the police, only to hear the sound of plates shattering from the kitchen. Zach ran into the kitchen and saw Ninian tearing up. “Honey, I have cancer.”Before Zach could say anything, everything around them plunged into darkness, and Ninian showed up from another side. This time, she was emaciated. As she looked at him, her eyes were cold. “Zach, is it fun lying to yourself like this?”Zach’s mind went blank. In the next second, he cried in front of her. “Zach, I’m sorry, but I can’t forgive you this time. “I just don’t love you anymore.”The ground sank, and Zach did his best to catch Ninian. But he could only watch as she went further away from him. The fear of losing Ninian enveloped him. He fought a