Semua Bab Until I Disappear: Bab 1 - Bab 10

The happiness I once experienced made my mind wander. I grew up with Zach, and we started dating when we were eighteen. After we graduated from university, I moved into a basement with him and went through all sorts of hardships with him. I also watched him as he grew his company. Later on, he gave me an expensive house and a car. Since I loved dressing up, he also bought me the latest clothing lines from major brands and had them sent directly to our house. I loved traveling too, so he often took time to travel with me. Whenever our anniversaries rolled by, he would always prepare surprises for me. When he learned that I was infertile, he even blamed himself for it. Everyone had said that Zach loved me dearly. However, that same man formed another family with his female secretary seven years after we got married. He gave Monette Nelson, his secretary, a villa as their “love nest.”In the past, Zach would always come home to me. But as time passed, he started stayi

Zach shielded Monette. I opened my mouth, but I found myself unable to say anything. Tears had finally blurred my vision, and I found that I could not connect this Zach with his eighteen-year-old self anymore. Zach no longer spared me another glance. While holding Monette’s shoulder, he led her out. “Zach, if I’m about to die, will you still treat me this way?”He did not turn around. “If you’ll stop throwing these tantrums once you die, just die.”I instantly lost all my strength and collapsed on the floor dejectedly. Heh. So, he wanted me dead so badly?After that day, Zach never came back home. I did not care about it either. I just made a checklist for my funeral. I took a portrait of myself to put on my gravestone and bought the clothes I would be wearing in my coffin. After a few days, the owner of the photography studio asked me to retrieve my photo. When I saw my photo, I felt a well of complicated emotions. Just as I was about to go back home, I spotte

Zach left with Monette. I stood outside and leaned against the wall. I could not quite catch my breath. I received a message notification on my phone, and it was from Monette. [I win. Just you watch. I’ll take everything you own.]I turned my phone off after I took one look at the message. Then, I entered the house. All of the furniture had been moved out, and the floor was filled with holes. A few buckets of unopened paint sat in a corner of the balcony. They were all pink—the color Monette liked. The house was empty. Nothing was left. The bay window I loved and had installed in the bedroom had been smashed to pieces. The floral-patterned tablecloth I loved had been thrown into the trash can. The curtains I had chosen meticulously with Zach lay alone in the trash can downstairs as well. No one cared about it anymore. I walked around the house and finally realized the truth. After taking one last look at my former house from the door, I left the place. Once I retur

“Is she finally dead?” Zach snorted and asked flippantly. He was not expecting Ninian to work together with Susan to lie to him. All because of that old house?He scowled and keyed in Susan’s home address in his GPS. “Cut the act. I know that Ninian’s with you. “She just wants a divorce, right? I’m okay with it. Tell her to answer the phone!”Zach recalled how unreasonable Ninian had been, to the point of crossing the line multiple times. So, he decided to meet up with her and sign the divorce papers. He wanted to see how she would survive without him!“You really are a piece of trash! A waste of space!”As Susan roared, Zach’s gaze turned dark. “Ninian is dead! She’s dead, you hear me?!“Get your butt over here right now! The funeral home needs her family’s signature before a body is approved for cremation. You’re the only one who can sign it!”Susan gave him an address and hung up. Zach’s heart trembled, and he instinctively looked toward the door. It was as if he

The staff members pushed Ninian into the furnace. Zach stood outside but found that he was unable to cry. “How did she die?”“Late-stage pancreatic cancer. She only discovered it a month ago.”Zach’s heart clenched in pain. He bit his lip instinctively and said in a choked-up voice, “Why didn’t she tell me? If I had known sooner—”“She didn’t want to. Or rather, she gave up.”Zach stood stunned. ‘She must have been thoroughly disappointed in me a long time ago,’ he thought.He had thought that she would understand him. Zach just wanted a child. As for Monette, he was just having fun with her. No one could replace Ninian, and he would not actually divorce her. Even so, she gave up on him to the point that she even refused to tell him about her impending death. His vision became blurry with tears. At that moment, he suddenly remembered what he had said to Ninian when he proposed to her. “You’re the only one for me. I’ll never betray you!”Zach had been confident t