Lahat ng Kabanata ng Steamy Sessions: A Rosy Forbidden Collection: Kabanata 41 - Kabanata 50

Estelle~I held perfectly still as I listened to him walk through the hotel suite. He didn’t move quickly, but he didn’t meander either. A few seconds later, he stopped in the doorway of the bedroom. I didn’t twist to look at him. I didn’t do anything but hold my breath.“Look at you,” Rowan murmured. “Apparently you could follow simple orders.”“Excuse me?”“You heard me.” His steps drew closer.I turned my head and caught him in the reflection. Rowan shrugged out of his jacket slowly, his gaze pinned on my ass. He tossed the jacket onto one of the chairs near the bed. He slid out of his shoes and kicked them aside. I pressed my lips together against the demand to strip him further—to demand that he expose himself the same way I was exposing myself right then. The way I had in that video I’d sent him.“Did you like my text?” The words slipped out before I could stop them.Rowan didn’t move closer. “You wanted that little tease of a video to have me sprinting up here and fucking you

Estelle~“I should be asking you if you're dating someone but I don't give a shit. Tonight you're mine and I need you to say it, Estelle.”Truthfully, I wasn't dating anyone and wasn't interested in being with anyone who saw only shallow bits of me. “I’m yours tonight.”“I know.” He considered me. “Well, lady. It’s time to put that naughty mouth to good use.”Finally I reached for the front of his jeans with shaking hands, my eyes glazed with heavy desire.I pulled down his zipper, pulling his jeans over his hips. I started to push them down further but he shook his head.“That’s good enough.”His need to remain clothed made me restless, I couldn't tell if that was a good thing or a bad thing. But it made my body squirm with need, I had never been rejected or denied if something I wanted and this made me want more.I wanted to disobey and strip us both down, and have as much of my skin pressed up against his skin. I was touch starved and crazed for him and he knows it, he knew how

Estelle`~I never gave a shit about virginity, and I lost my faith the day I lost my parents so it didn't really matter.The first time I had sex was with a random guy, who'd been nice to me before I turned nineteen. He was pretty much more nervous than I was and we did try dating but it didn't work out so we split mutually.So yes, I didn't exactly believe that having sex automatically linked you to someone for life.But sitting there, playing out that fantasy with Rowan, it felt particularly sexy to lean into those stereotypes, to put far more importance on my imaginary virginity than I ever did on the real thing.Rowan kissed my neck almost furiously. “I should take you to bed. Should lay you down and touch you gently and treat you the way virgins should be treated.”My breath caught in my throat. “But you’re not going to?” I sounded far too hopeful, but I couldn’t help it. Yes, a little voice inside me chimed. Yes, make it dirtier. Treat me like your special little slut. The trut

Estelle~Rowan circled my clit again and again and then I was doing exactly as he commanded, coming so hard I screamed. He shoved the phone into my hand and bent me over the counter. I had just enough control to keep it pointed at the mirror as he grabbed my hips and drove into me, so much harder than he had earlier. Deeper.“That’s right, Estelle. I’m going to fill you up and I don’t give a fuck if you’re on birth control because you’re going to take it like a good girl.”Holy shit.“Yes,” I moaned. “Yes! Do it.”He ground into me and then he was coming, his expression downright agonized. A few final pumps, and Rowan reached over to turn off the video. This time there was no gentle aftercare, though. He picked me up and hauled me out to the main living area where he dumped me on the couch. His cock was still half hard, and he fed it into my pussy and yanked his shirt over his head.“It’s not enough.”His frenzy infected me and I arched up to run my hands up his stomach and chest. “

Estelle`~I hurried back into the bathroom and started the process of getting ready. By the time I washed my hair and body, I was feeling almost like myself again. When I turned off the water and stepped out, I wasn’t even surprised to find Rowan waiting for me.He watched me dry off, his expression nearly as greedy as I felt. I wanted more, more, more, to fill up this day with him until there was no room for anything else.I dropped the towel and crossed to where he leaned against the counter.“See something you like?”“A mouthy woman who's pulling the leash on my self-control.”“I’m sure I have no idea what you’re talking about.” I caught sight of the lotion bottle in his hands. “I’m more than capable of putting on my own lotion.”“I know.” He shrugged. “But I want to do it.” Rowan leveled a serious look at me. “Let me take care of you, Estelle. Even if it’s only for today.”“Fine. Enjoy yourself.”“I plan to.” He squirted lotion into his big palm and knelt before me.It seemed