Semua Bab My Hot Alpha: Bab 151 - Bab 160

It wasn’t like him to be this calm.“Derek make sure she gets home safe”. He nodded towards Alanna as we headed for the exit. I wasn’t convinced that he wasn’t going to say anything. I didn’t believe that he wasn’t mad.As he unlocked the truck I got in clipping my seatbelt into place.“Baby I’m not mad”. He sighed as he started the engine.“Okay”. I frowned. I didn’t disagree with him, well out loud I didn’t disagree with him.“You have a good night?”. He asked pulling away from the bar and onto the road. It wasn’t late but it was late enough for the roads to be quiet.“How come they don’t come around?”. I had never seen any of them before.“Later baby”. He placed his hand on my thigh giving it a little squeeze.Why was he being so nice?“Is something wrong?”. I asked.A hearty laugh fell from his lips causing me to frown. Why was he laughing?.“Just because I’m being nice doesn’t mean something is wrong. I’m a nice guy Leah”.“I just-.. it’s..- I’m not saying you’re not I just-…”. I

Lunch time came around and he wasn’t back yet. Who runs for hours at a time?Rylee had left to go grab some things for tonight. I had showered and was patiently waiting for him to return. Making myself another coffee I grabbed my phone as it started ringing.“Hello”…“Babe I’m sorry I can’t make it. The pack-…”.“It’s always the pack”. I sighed. The line went quiet. He knew I was right. Every time we planned to do something he bailed. “It’s fine I’ll see you whenever”. I hung the phone up before he could respond.I knew the pack was important, but every now and then it would be nice to come first. Slipping my feet into my sneakers I grabbed my bag and headed home.I wasn’t pissed about it because I understand when the pack needs him he has to be there but I was a little annoyed. I was looking forward to spending the afternoon together. I could have made plans instead of sitting around waiting for him.Crossing the street and walking the short distance home I noticed my aunt Claire car

I felt all fuzzy inside, the drink had went straight to my head. I wasn’t wasted but I was on my way. Cocktails were dangerous, it was like drinking juice until you stepped outside into the fresh air.Rylee was a sweetheart, exactly like her mom. I was glad I got to meet her.This place was full of life now. I was buzzed my mood completely different from earlier. As soon as it hit ten o’clock the lights dimmed and a DJ was brought out.I was having the best time. Alanna and Lana had taken over the dance floor. Both girls had every guy in here looking at them.“Who’s the hottie at the bar. He’s been staring at you for the last twenty minutes”. Rylee whispered into my ear.Hottie at the bar? Eh?Following her gaze my stomach dropped. Mr Gallagher was here and he was definitely staring right at me. Oh god the email I sent.“You know him?”.“He’s my English teacher”.“And he’s looking at you like that”. She smirked.“Looking at me like what?”. I frowned.“Like a fucking snack. He best be

I lay in bed the full weekend. My phone was off and I made sure Carter didn’t let anyone in. I didn’t want to face them.I didn’t want to face him.It was Sunday evening and I had moved from my bed to the couch. Stuffing my face with pizza and hot Cheetos, binge watching the vampire diaries.“You have to face him at some point bear”.“No I don’t”.“Bear-…”.“I need you to be on my side right now Carter. I don’t want to talk to him”.“I’m always on your side Leah but he’s not going to go away”.“Don’t care”. I could feel his eyes burning into the side of my head. Never once did I look away from the TV. Jake was the last thing on my mind.“Hear him out”.“Absolutely not”. I glared. “I don’t care what he has to say”. I couldn’t speak to him even if I wanted to. I was too angry. Friday night still fresh on my mind.That girls hands on him.The way he was caressing her body.It made me sick.“You don’t have to stay with me”. I shoved a slice of pizza in my mouth. “I’m sure you’ve got thing

10 days, 10 days had past and I hadn’t spoke to him.I knew he was watching, I knew he was there. I was becoming agitated, the full moon was close and that bloody moon goddess wasn’t letting me forget.I hadn’t been to school this past week. I was vomiting, having dizzy spells and let’s not forget the fever dreams.My body was aching with need. My emotions on high alert. One minute I was crying the next I was acting like a crazy person. I was feeling the effects sooner than I thought.I was loosing my will power with every day that passed. He was respecting my boundaries, doing what I asked but in his own way.He knew I was close to giving in.I was fighting as hard as I could.I hadn’t heard anything back from Yale and I had yet to face Mr Gallagher after that dreaded night. I had took it upon myself and against the doctors orders to drive.You would have loved to have seen my grans face when I told her. My hand was healing fine, and my car was automatic so it wasn’t that hard.I had