After that “one year” of newlywed bliss, I stopped taking the pills and started preparing for conception. So I brought it up one evening after dinner, thinking he’d be thrilled—happy to finally become a father. But instead, he looked more annoyed than excited. “I’m not ready yet. Let’s give it a little more time,” he told me. Another year passed. Then another. Until our fourth wedding anniversary. I stood infront of the mirror, holding a pregnancy test with trembling hands. You see, during year one—whenever I got pregnant (which, sadly, happened often)—Charles always demanded I flush it out. I cried for days for the first time. Weeks the second. By the third, I stopped crying. It became routine. God forgive me, I let it become routine. Because I loved him. I didn’t want to be the stubborn, disobedient wife. I thought it would end soon. But it didn’t. So, I decided that I have to put an end of it. I took a deep breath, said a short prayer, then walked tow
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