Forbidden Cravings (M&M) 의 모든 챕터: 챕터 41 - 챕터 50

Evans stood indifferently in front of Nathan, his eyes seemed to contain haze as he stares pointedly at him, his bathrobe had slipped down a bit to reveal some skin, but it was like he didn't notice as he kept on looking at Nathan whose heart was beating so fast that he thought its would break out. “You want something, Evans?”Nathan asked with his hoarse voice. Evan’s lips curled up in a gentle smile, he shook his head then went ahead to sit next to him, he stretched out his hand to take the book from Nathan’s hand, then threw it on the bed side table before turning around to focus on him. As Nathan watched him do all this, he couldn't help but gulp nervously, although this Evabs was so seductive that it drove him crazy, but…Somehow, he feels uneasy, but he didn't say a word and continued to observe what the young man was doing. Evans sat with his legs curled up on the bed, he raised his hand to Nathan’s face then touched it gently. He slowly trace the man’s gorgeous face lik

“How do you feel?” Evans didn't respond to the question as he kept his eyes outside the window, he really wasn't looking at anything but he just wanted to remain this way for a while. His fingers curled around his phone and his eyes pierced through the window like he could see Nathan’s home from where he was standing. He hadn't been able to fall asleep even though he was so tired and weak after their intense intimate session yesterday night, he had watched Nathan sleep, imagined a lot of things and even kissed him quietly, but he knew what he did was for the best. If he kept staying there, things would never get better and they would keep going on and off which he didn't want. At one moment, he had really wanted to confess his love to Nathan, he had even imagined Nathan accepting his proposal but then, his rationality won. Nathan wouldn't agree and would choose Jesse over him, he was aware, but still— Evans sighed, then chuckled silently before turning around to face Megan.

A week passed on but Evans never heard news about Nathan, but he also didn't go find him. It was so difficult for him but he knew he was a man and he couldn't let this keep affecting his mental state of mind. He had learned to keep his feelings in his heart and show the opposite of what he was feeling. Everyday, he took a taxi from his granny’s home to college, and it has been graceful so far with only one person always taunting him with words—Megan, Just like this moment. They both walked on the road, Evans was going to resume back at the clinic where he worked, while Megan was going to who knows where.“Did Nathan call you today?” She asked in a mocking tone, but this time she wouldn't be getting any reaction from him as he had gotten to used to this. “Why? Do you need him? Or have you fallen in love with him?” Evans asked in a clap back, he looked at her so calmly and indifferently. “Ewww…Fall in love with that person?! It's better if I don't kill him, so how can I fall in lov

Jesse sat in his car which he had parked at the side of the road, his eyes were red and the hand that held his phone tightened. The more he listened to the other person on the phone, the more aggrieved he became. “My parents asked of you. They asked when I was going to return to work and I lied to them that I was working on a new music score but they kept asking where you are and also threatened to fire you from your job.” Jesse said with his lips pursed. “Why act like you don't know what is going on? Do you think I also don't wish to come back? I’m stuck here and they won't let me go back to the country! Darn those bastards!” The voice on the other end of the call cursed loudly which made Jesse flinch, but then, his expression changed as he felt sympathy for him. His fingers pinched and clenched the wheels of his car until his veins popped out, “I’m sorry…It's my fault that I still haven't found a solution, but—” He paused, gritting his teeth so hard that the other person on the p

“Nathan, who owns this?!” Nathan followed the hand of Jesse and saw a nipple clip in his hand. He paused for a second and his eyes shook, his lips pursed as he shifted his gaze back to Jesse who was now coming down from the stairs. “I asked a question, Nath.” he asked again, this time more calmly but his puffy eyes shone with so much anger. “What do you mean?” Nathan asked, his voice steady, but the hand in his pocket had clenched tightly. He hadn’t expected Jesse to come over when he wasn’t around and even enter his room. He had forgotten how he had given Jesse access to his house and room. That nipple clip had been what he had used on Evans, and he had vented his frustration by throwing it into the bin, and also, it was not only the nipple clip but also the—“What do I mean?! Then what about this Lubricant?!” Jesse roared and pointed to the lubricant he had hidden behind him.Shit! Fire burned through Jesse’s eyes as he glared at Nathan who looked at the things in Jesse’s hand