All Chapters of The Varkas Brothers And Their Princess : Chapter 141 - Chapter 150

KADEI was caught off guard by how suddenly the tears came. Her head was just on my chest while she tried to catch her breath, and all of a sudden a sound like she was choking tore from her throat. I was on the verge of panicking, thinking something had happened, or I had been too rough. But then I held her face, a question at the tip of my tongue, but when I saw her face, all the words died on my tongue. She was sobbing, weeping so hard that her entire body shook and the tears were streaming down her face, no, they were pouring out without restraint.I still held her face, my eyes wide, my heart kicking against my chest. What was I supposed to do in a situation like this? Comfort her? But how? How do you comfort humans in a situation like this? She rested her head on my shoulder, the sound of her wailing loud and going straight to my head. Her body trembled badly and she wrapped her arms around my neck, wetting my shoulder with h

BELLADONNA I was drained. The last time I cried like that and let all my emotions out was that dreadful night. Since then, I had bottled up all my feelings and kept them in a tight lid, making sure nothing escaped. But tonight… Fuck, tonight was a lot. I had a bad feeling as soon as Papa invited me to dinner. I should have listened to my gut and turned him down. But I was stupid and too soft and so I paid for it. But what I didn't expect was to find comfort in Kade’s arms. I didn't expect his softness, how he had handled me like I was made of glass. At that moment, he was all I felt, all I could smell, and it almost felt like it was just us two in this vast world, and the dark alleyway didn't even help matters. His soft words, his ragged breath, his raspy voice, his gentle touches and pats, they were a little overwhelming but I don't think I would have gotten through this night without him.

“And what does that mean, Belladonna?” Gianna asked, her voice soft, her gaze even softer. “‘For as long as it takes?’ That could mean all your life. Are you really willing to forsake your happiness and drown in guilt?” I slump down in my seat, burying my face in my hands. A weight sits on my chest, making it difficult to breathe. “I don't have a choice,” I whispered, my voice creaking at the edge. “And why do you think that?”“Because I'm the reason someone’s no longer alive,” I answered, the weight growing heavier as I spoke. “I had the misfortune of living, so I have to carry this weight. Since I've been cursed to carry on, then I have to carry this weight with me.”“Do you think Luca would want you to be this miserable?”My head whipped up and I looked at her with my teeth bared and eyes wide. I didn't know what I looked like right now, but I know I looked possessed. “Then why the fuck does he keep appearing in my dreams?!

Kade kissed like he was punishing me. His tongue thrust into my mouth as soon as my lips parted when I gasped in surprise, and his tongue was just as cruel as his lips as it curled around mine and sucked so hard that I moaned into his mouth. I grabbed his collar, but instead of pushing him off and putting an end to this, I dragged him close to me, deepening the kiss. He grunted in approval, dragging me off my seat and pressing my body flushed against his as he leaned against my desk, palming my ass. There was nothing soft in what we were doing, nothing gentle or affectionate. It was simply pure anger and hunger, pure need and guilt. The kiss was our way of communicating because we were both too cowardly to use our words. We were both too… scared. Words were like weapons, and they could ruin things, but when we were like this, our lips glued together, and our emotions going haywire, there were no words that could be used against us la

“So you think you’re a fool, right?”I nodded. “Yes.”She nodded along with me. “You thought right.” I glared at her, but she was too busy looking at her chart to notice—or she noticed, and she was just ignoring me. Then she sighed, rubbing her temple. “You’re helpless, Belladonna.”I folded my arms, putting on a front, but that stung true. “Ouch.”“I honestly don't know what to do with you anymore. Your self-destructive behavior will be your ruin. Why do you keep doing this to yourself? Early this year, it was alcohol and sex, but right now it’s… it’s…” She sighed again, and I suddenly felt I was getting scolded by a parent. Lucia was the same age as me. “I don't even know how to put it.”I glanced down at my lap, unfolding my arms and placing them on my lap. “Help me, Lucia. I… He was really hurt. I could hear it all in his voice. I could feel it in the way he touched me. I heard and felt the goodbye in everything he did. I… I hurt him,