The Man Who Taught Me Sin のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 51 - チャプター 60

Kassy's POV"Why don't you just divorce his ass?"I stare at Jenny for a second."I literally just got married Jenny.""So?" Jenny says without missing a beat.I roll my eyes at her and look back at the juice I was drinking.The drink was honestly the only thing keeping me sane right now.After work Jenny had practically dragged me out to meet her.According to her, she hasn't seen me properly since the whole Shawn incident three days ago and she needed to "inspect my mental state."Whatever that means.So here we were.Sitting in a restaurant after work.Jenny ranting.Me drinking juice.A perfect balance."I hate that guy, I just fucking hate him so much."A chuckle slips out of me.Honestly, Jenny sounded more affected by Shawn than I was."How can he say he wants you to actually try it out for your marriage, then went out the next second to fuck a whore?"I close my eyes and lean back slightly in my chair.The drink really was good.Maybe I should order another one.At this point

Kassy's PovI was inside my car, my head rested on my car seat.I had just gotten back from work, and sometimes I honestly dreaded going inside that house to see Shawn.It wasn't even because we argue every day.The opposite actually.We barely talked these days.We moved around each other like two strangers…which honestly, we are….And I was perfectly fine with that.At least it was peaceful.At least I didn't have to constantly deal with Shawn trying to convince me that we were meant to be together.I close my eyes and let out a long breath.It's been two weeks.Two weeks since those pictures circulated everywhere.Thankfully people have finally moved on.The internet was a hungry beast.Today they were talking about you.Tomorrow they found someone else to destroy.Honestly, I was just happy not to be getting those stupid pity looks anymore.I hated them.The sympathetic smiles.The careful voices.The way people spoke to me like I was made of glass.It was exhausting.I close my e

Kassy's POV"That bastard is a manipulative son of a bitch."The entire living room went silent.My father turned to me fully, his eyes blown wide. My brother almost dropped the laptop resting on his lap. My mother looked frozen, she was literally staring at me as if I had suddenly transformed into someone else.Maybe to them, I had.Someone else would probably think their reaction was too much. I mean, I had not said anything that serious.But my family had lived through years of my obsession with Shawn.Years.They had watched me defend him when he ignored me.Defend him when he embarrassed me.Defend him when he acted like I didn't exist.No one was ever allowed to say one bad thing about Shawn around me.Not my mother.Not my father….Definitely not my brother.If anyone dared, I would immediately start making excuses for him."He didn't mean it.""He's just busy.""That's not what happened."I had spent years protecting Shawn from criticism.Now I was sitting here calling him a ma

Kassy's Pov"Don't you think I should know who he is?"The question came so suddenly that for a second I wasn't even sure I heard him correctly."Know who?""The man who got you pregnant."For a second I froze.Not just surprised.Completely frozen.My heart stopped.Every horrible thought imaginable rushed through my head at once.Breath Kassy, breath.I keep reminding myself.I took in a deep breath, then another.My head was flooded with different reasons.Scary reasons and barbaric reasons.He wants to kill Derrick.I closed my eyes briefly and took another breath.Don't panic…..Act normal Kassy.Act normal.I forced my face to stay calm and my hands not to shake."Why would you want to know that?" I said, trying to sound more confused than frightened.Shawn's fingers tightened around the steering wheel.His eyes stayed on the road."I don't think there's anything wrong with me knowing," Shawn says, glancing at me.I looked away immediately.The less eye contact the better.The l

Derrick's POV*This will be the last time I communicate with you. I'm married and I want to make it work with my husband. I love him and I don't want to lose him. Don't contact me again Derrick. All your help worked, my husband appreciates how good I am in bed. Thank you and good bye Derrick.*I stare at the message on my phone screen.My eyes run over the words again and again.Each time I read it, it somehow hurts more.I should have deleted it.Instead, I sat there staring at it like some kind of punishment.Maybe because part of me believed that if I looked long enough, the words would change.Maybe because I couldn't accept them.Maybe because I didn't want to.She's indeed married.It is shameless and foolish of me to desire a married woman so badly even though that woman is married to a bastard like Shawn.I should respect her decision.That was what a decent man would do.What a man who truly loved her would do.I want to fight for her but it's clear that's not what she wants.