All Chapters of Mafia Lords: On Knees Begging For Her Forgiveness : Chapter 41 - Chapter 50

LucaI tightened my grip on the motorcycle handlebars as I sped after the crimson red Aston Martin Vantage with gold flake finish. What the fck is wrong with her?I couldn't understand what got into her. Why was she acting not like herself? How dare she ride in a car with a complete stranger and disobey my orders?"This is an ugly feeling to be disobeyed, isn’t it?" my inner voice mocked me.The fck, I never imagined her holding a gun, let alone shooting—and not just shooting, she shot Lorenzo. I think women would prefer to stay silent instead of risking it and shooting a cold-blooded mafia heir like Lorenzo."Maybe she shot Lorenzo in front of everyone and risked her life, but the girl challenged you, Il Don, and left with a stranger, leaving you behind. And here you are, chasing after her like an obedient dog that needs his owner," the fcking voice in my head sniffed."Fck, Mila. Fck, fck, fck," I roared in fury and hit the gas, hearing the loud horns from the vehicles around me as

LucaThe moment I saw her standing there—in the middle of the room I always ran to whenever I felt sick of this filthy world—my heart skipped a beat.All I could think about was that she now knew the truth. That I was nothing but a pathetic stalker who had been obsessed with her for ages.The mere thought of it made me panic even more.Good job, Luca. How the hell did you forget to lock the damn door? Now she doesn’t just hate you—she’s probably terrified of you, the voice in my head scolded me.The look on her face when she turned around and her eyes fell on me said everything.“Lemme explain,” I whispered, uncertain.She accused me of stalking her, and I hated to admit—how much this felt like the action of a sick, psychotic freak—it was true.I had stalked her. Every damn day of my life.And yeah, it sounded sick.“I’m obsessed with you, Mila.” My voice pleaded.God, this was painful for a man like me.I never begged. And yet, here I was—begging. Unwillingly.I couldn’t tolerate the

I could sense her anxiety in bringing this matter up. Maybe it was purely selfish of me. And it was—indeed. But I had to know.We were sitting on the bed in the bedroom. I held her hands to assure her. They were so cold, freezing. And as she looked up at me with an unfocused gaze, I knew she wasn’t looking at me anymore. She had already entered a dark area in her head. And it seemed like a very deep hole—I didn’t realize back then that it would drag us both down into it.“Her name was Liana. She was the only friend I had… or I thought I had,” she said, her voice as cold as ice.I didn’t think she would tell the same story again—that girl’s story she had repeated over and over. I thought she would finally open up and tell the truth. I was so disappointed.I opened my mouth to tell her I wanted the truth and nothing but the truth. That I’d already forgiven her, no matter what she had to say in the true story, but her next words stopped me.“She urged me to have sex, telling me I was mis

She followed behind me as I walked into the mansion. Our family was eating their dinner. Once they saw us, their eyes trailed between us. I could see them examining the clothes Mila was wearing. I bet every one of them realized what happened between us. And I didn’t give a fck.Fck them all.They must’ve noticed my bad demeanor because none of them said a word.“Mommy, you’re back!” Angelo exclaimed, jumping out of his seat and running toward her, clinging to her legs.She bent down and kissed him. “Hey, little body. I missed you,” she said tenderly.“I missed you too, Mommy! I missed you that much,” he replied happily, stretching his arms as wide as he could.I just stood there, staring at them. Watching the mother-son exchange.He’s my son.Son.As if he sensed my gaze, Angelo turned and looked up at me. He took small steps forward, lifted his head, and asked, “Did you and my mom get married?”“Yeah, Luca. Tell the little boy,” Ricardo said, his voice full of resentment.Did he know

Trigger WarningThis chapter contains content that may be disturbing for some. Please don't read if you can’t tolerate themes of animal abuse. A warning will be added before the specific scene.MilaMy heart was pounding wildly in my chest even though I was sitting alone in my bed at the apartment. I knew exactly why this stupid heart was acting this way.I love him. With all of my heart. But the way he reacted after I told him everything made me want to disappear. He hates me now—more than ever.His reaction was abnormal. We had sex, and it was great, but the way he acted after smashed all of my dreams.It was midnight. Mama insisted on coming with us to the apartment. She said she couldn’t sleep knowing the Castellanos might try to hurt me if they found out I was alone. I told her fifteen guards were protecting the building, but she insisted.I think she wasn’t here for my physical safety. She was here for my psychological safety. It was obvious to everyone that Luca and I had been