The leather-bound notebook was a small rebellion. It was not his workaday tablet, nor the family schedule on the kitchen fridge. This was personal, discretionary, analog. He had bought it at a busy, dusty stationery store in the Village, the kind that reeked of ink and old paper, light-years from the glass-and-steel reasonableness of his day-to-day life. Its cover was a dark, plush navy, blank and awaiting. It was heavily weighted in his hands.He had stopped praying. The words had lost their sense, echoing in the corners of his heart that seemed increasingly hollow. The pleas—"Lord, give me strength," "Father, direct me," "Remove this cup from me"—were now merely speaking into a disconnected switchboard. His religion, once a rock, had started to feel like a language no longer native to him. It was the man's words he had known, and that man was vanishing, as though a picture left in the sun.The journal was an overture to a new language. His own.The first entry was hesitant, scribble
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