With Julian out of the house, I started to let loose in the apartment.I turned the stereo up to full volume and opened a bottle of red wine I had been hiding for a long time.Before, I never dared to be myself, always catering to Julian's preference for quiet.But now, in the little time I had left, I was going to enjoy my own life.Before heading to the hospice, I decided to organize this home I had lived in for ten years one last time.Julian's chess manuals and trophies took up most of the space.In the corner of the desk lay the half-written diary where I used to record our sweet moments together.Thinking about why it was abandoned, I gave a bitter smile.At the time, Julian was climbing the world rankings, training more than fifteen hours a day, leaving no time for me.Since I had nothing better to do, I started keeping a diary to preserve our memories, writing down every anniversary, every small gesture of affection.When I showed it to him, full of anticipation, secretly hopin
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