“Daddy, Will You Ever Love Me?” のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 691 - チャプター 700

I guess in a way I should be happy I saw Tammy's true colors so I wouldn't waste my life trying to make her happy, but the way it happened still bothered me. It was funny how life had a way of changing your perspectives and quickly. Not too long ago the thought of being alone on Valentine's Day would have upset me. Now that every day was a fight to keep eating and existing I could care less. Although it was a shame that so many decent people were alone, and pieces of work like Tammy, or Aunt Marie's kids for that matter, would always have someone.My Aunt always claimed that what came around went around, and if you were good to people you would get it back, if you were bad you would get what you deserved. Sad to say Aunties theory pretty much worked in reverse from what I'd seen lately. Seemed to me the people that deserved something good in their lives were being shit on. Paula was a perfect example. She was an attractive, sweet, caring person who had given of herself her entire life

My eyes lingered on one them in which she was wearing a black dress that was just a touch on the short side. I leaned forward, to get a better look and from what I could see, she had some nice legs. Her brown hair was down and I was surprised at how curly it was."You can go in there if you want." Paula had said behind me, scaring the shit out of me.I turned around quickly and muttered something along the lines of I was just looking. I felt stupid; although I'm sure she didn't think I was checking her out in a picture. Paula put a plate with two more sandwiches down for me and again sat across from me. She looked into the room and told me that the pictures were indeed of her sons Josh, and William. They were a little older than me, and both were attending the University of Florida. As she spoke she sounded proud, but there seemed to be a hint of sadness there. In fact she looked the exact way I felt when I spoke of my mom or my aunt.She had trailed off, and I was unsure if I should

I tried to refuse, but Paula told me she would not take no for an answer, it was cold and I would have to take three buses to get home. She also winked and said she still had my money, and wouldn't give it to me until she dropped me off at home tonight. I lost any desire to continue to argue. A ride in a warm truck, a chance to see my aunt, and more time with a woman who was being nicer to me than anyone had in a long time. I agreed to go and with a big smile, that made my decision worth it even more, Paula left the room to go grab her coat.Slipping my sweatshirt back on, I followed her into the Parlor and saw her go down the hallway to the closet. While she had the door open, blocking her view of me, I took a minute to look at the picture of her in the black dress. Upon close inspection, not only was my initial impression of her legs confirmed, but I couldn't help but notice that her chest was not exactly small. The dress wasn't too low cut, but I could see more than a little cleava

If I'd had any doubt that she would enjoy the rose, it was erased by the look on her face. Her all ready big brown eyes widened, and as she took it, she swallowed hard, and I recognized that she felt the same why I did."Oh Jamie, thank you." She whispered. "This is..." she shook her head. "So beautiful.""Well I don't know about that," I said, after all it came from Cumberland farms. "But you said purple was your favorite.""Twenty years of marriage and my ex thought my favorite color was blue." She said softly, more to herself then to me, then shaking her head said, "I say it once to you and you remember."Reaching out, she took my hand in hers and flashing me her trademark smile said, "Thank you, you don't know how much this means to me.""Well you taking me to see aunty meant a lot to me," I said then reaching back into my shirt gave her the card. "Here, this is for you too.""Jamie, this is too much...""Nah, it's only a card." I told her, but was thrilled with the look in her ey

Walking past Gino's house I stopped in front of the bakery next door. It was closed and in the street light I could see my reflection in the window. I had to say, that for the first time in a long time I looked pretty good. After Paula had given me a card with her cell number and left, I hoofed it downtown where I had not only gotten my hair cut, but splurged the extra five dollars for a shave. From there I went to the restaurant to see if someone had called for me about a job. As had been the case for quite some time Gino said that no one had called.Although disappointed I still found myself in a damn good mood. I was going out tonight and whether it was a real date, which I doubted, or not, it would be a great night with a beautiful woman. Gino noticed I didn't look as upset as usual and asked what had me in such a good mood. Part of me didn't want to tell him, but he was really the only friend I had and I caved. He stood there grinning while I told him about how I had bought her t