In my 21 years of life I never thought I would be this nervous going for a job before, but this was not just any job. I havd to work in a freaking strip club, saying the words alone made my insides turn, taking me way out of my comfort zone.Standing in front of my mirror, I looked at my reflection for the ninth time, the girl staring back at her didn't seem like the Aliana of years ago. This Aliana looked sad, hopeless, eye bags underneath her eyes , skinny with her collar bones poking, the only thing covering all that is the minimal makeup she put on. Dressed in a wine button up shirt , black office pants and hair brushed into a ponytail. I looked at the time, saw it was half past 6 and told myself “girll you can do it, it can't be that bad. You just have to calm your nerves” , and so she breathed in, waited for five seconds and let it all out in one go, it felt like I let go of a lot of things at that moment.I fixed my shirt one more time , that was the only shirt that looke
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