BiancaMy brain cannot fully process his words; my heart wants to accept it, wants to believe it is possible, but I cannot fool myself. What wouldn't I give to stay with him forever, just like this in the moment, but I am aware that doing so would harm too many people, and that is something I could not live with."Let's not think about that now," I plead, brushing the damp hair from his forehead, "let's not ruin this perfect moment."I notice the conflict in his gaze, but he ends up nodding and gives me a kiss."I'm sorry, I don't want to pressure you, but I don't want to lose you either." New tears form in my eyes and begin to run down my temples. "Don't cry," he begs as he cleans them away with his kisses, "don't cry anymore, please."His arms shelter me, his body covers me, warming my soul, and I cling to this instant, to this moment of intimacy, to preserve it in my memory for the rest of my miserable days.Little by little I calm down, and he begins to pull out of me slowly, spil
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