로그인Damn, you're delicious," he murmured into her mouth. "You taste like a goddess." She heard the sound of his belt buckle, and her frantic heart stopped because she knew what was coming. "Damn, I need to be inside you," he declared with a hint of desperation that she loved. She reacted and helped him free himself from his pants because she needed it, too, and she needed it now. But when his member was finally free, and she felt him position himself, his gaze wandered for a moment to a spot behind them. It was only for a second, but that second was enough to see how the entire expression on his face transformed. The desire froze, and instead of the fiery, passionate man from a moment ago, he was that block of ice he usually was again. He took two steps back and looked down. She sat up, confused. "What's wrong?" she asked, baffled. He tensed his jaw and shook his head while zipping up his pants again. A whirlwind of emotions crowded her chest and got stuck in her throat. "Enzo," she called out, but he didn't respond. He bent down to pick up his shirt and walked toward his room without looking at her. "Enzo!" she yelled, but he ignored her and entered his room, slamming the door. She was left on the island, naked, not understanding anything. All the fire went out, giving way to a sadness that settled in her heart. He rejected her. Enzo rejected her. After his wife’s death, Enzo Romano swore his heart was buried with her. Cold. Ruthless. Untouchable. But when duty forces him into a contract marriage with innocent Arianna, the girl who secretly adores him, she finds herself falling for a man who will never love her back.
더 보기Enzo's Pov
I arrive at my brother's house and the gates open to welcome me. Antonio told me he had something urgent to discuss with me, and although I knew it had to do with the organization, there was something in his tone of voice that told me that he wanted to talk about a very sensitive and personal matter. I get out of my car, and the housekeeper opens the door for me, bowing in greeting. As I enter the first thing I hear are my nephew's screams playing in the yard, and a hint of a smile automatically spreads across my face. Since Serena’s death, those children are the only thing that manages to brighten my days a little. The housekeeper wants to accompany me but I ask her to leave me alone. I don't need company and she knows it; I know the place very well and I always prefer silence and solitude. I head out to the garden, and as expected, the first thing I see is Luca running around. His mother is sitting under a tree, cradling Sofia, our little princess and the newest addition to the family. I look around for Antonio and find him sitting on the terrace, a whiskey in his hand. I raise my hand in greeting, approach his location, and sit on the chair next to him. "Okay, here I am," I say, patting his shoulder. "What was so urgent that you needed to talk to me about?" I see him take a breath and ramble, which confirms my suspicions: what he has to tell me is no small thing. "First of all, I want you to know that what I'm going to ask you is not an order. You know that I love you like a brother and I would never ask you to do anything that would make you unhappy." "Come on Antonio, say it already, you're making me nervous," I reply. "You know well that things haven't been easy this year. The Russians and the Irish are upon us. They've taken advantage of the rift within the organization to gain strength, and that's something we can't allow. Therefore, we must help the organization consolidate its position, but Boston is causing problems." "I'm aware of that, it's nothing new to me, I understand that. What I don't understand is what you're getting at," I say, a touch of impatience in my voice. "Edoardo always wanted me to marry his daughter and he's been upset since my marriage to Ilaria." "The girl is almost a child!" I snap with annoyance. This is one of those absurd traditions that I don't endorse. Every woman should be free to decide who she wants to marry, when she's mature enough to do so. "Not anymore, the girl is now legal," my friend informs me. I haven't seen her for a couple of years and I've never paid special attention to her, but I remember her from a very young age. "He's still very young," I counter. "Besides, you're already married, I don't understand." I stop my babble when I begin to understand where this conversation is going. “He wants to strengthen ties with my family at all costs, and if I'm no longer available, he wants my sotto capo. My Right Hand. You.” he says. "And there it is, just what I feared." I feel the blood drain from my body at the mere thought of getting married. I lean back in my seat and take a deep breath, trying to process it. "Do you want me to marry her?" I ask, even though I'm already clear about everything. "I repeat, it's not an order, it's your decision. If you don't want it, we'll find another way." I snort in disgust at the situation, lean my head back on the backrest, and close my eyes, thinking about the possibilities. I don't want to get married. The only woman I wanted to share my life with was taken from me. I'm fine with the way things are now. I like my solitude, being able to dedicate myself 100 percent to the organization, and coming home just to sleep for a few hours, basking in her memory. On the other hand, if I don't do it, the friction with Boston will continue and will now be worse, and right now we can't afford that luxury; that would give the Bratva and the Irish an advantage. We've fought too hard to regain power. The last two years have been a mess, and I'm not willing to go back there, much less have Antonio do it. He and Ilaria have suffered enough; they deserve a little peace, as much as our world can allow. And now there are the children too. They deserve a peaceful childhood, even though I know their fates are marked like ours. Then there's the girl. That poor innocent girl must be terrified that she's going to be married off to a complete stranger, and if I don't do it, Edoardo's going to offer her up to the highest bidder, some dirty old man who's going to take advantage of her innocence, who's going to use her without her consent until he's sick of her and turns her into a human monstrosity, a breeding ground for the Mafia. Serena always hated this side of our world; nothing we do is honorable, but abusing women is absolutely deplorable, and she wouldn't forgive me if she knew I had the chance to save one and didn't. I rub my chin, considering my options, and despite everything, I make my decision. “ Family Comes First, Always” I say our motto. I won't let everything we've worked for go to waste. “I will, Antonio, I will marry the girl.”Edoardo has been traveling for three days—three days in which I have been able to sleep without his presence, although not in peace. I will never be able to be at peace as long as he knows that at any time he can get into bed and take me."As far as I've heard, yes."That answer ends up deflating me. Whenever he spends days away, he arrives like a caged beast straight to sodomize me. At least this time, he won't be able to do it because of my menstruation."I'm leaving now; Greta must be about to wake up." I roll my eyes as soon as she names her. "You should make peace. You are the same age; you could get along.""I haven't done anything to her, Domenica. She's the one who hates me, as if I had killed her mother to take her place. You well know that it's not like that; I hate being here.""Greta has a lot of problems, Bianca. She hasn't had it easy either.""I assure you that it's not as difficult as me having to put up with the pervert they have for a father," I hiss with disdain, an
BiancaI look at the blood stain on my underwear and sigh with relief."Thank you, God."One more month saved. The last six months have been torture, waiting every month for my menstruation to arrive, praying to God not to get pregnant by the disgusting pig I have as a husband. It is one thing to endure beatings and humiliations, but a child... with that, I could not cope.Ironically, since I got married, I love having my period—not only because it is a sign that I have been spared for one more month, but because it is five or, hopefully, six days in which Edoardo does not touch me. A day that he does not is glory for me. Fortunately, he turned out to be very scrupulous with that issue; he says it disgusts him, and while I'm menstruating, he leaves me alone.I put on a Tampax—another thing that he controls now. He doesn't want me to use sanitary napkins because he doesn't even want to see them; it really disgusts him. As he always asks me to wear thongs as underwear, I have to use Tam
I slowly shake my head because I hate doing this.“I don’t want to,” I sob quietly.He snaps the belt again. This time I scream in fright, covering my ears.“I don’t give a damn what you want!” he shouts. “I’m the one in charge here, you worthless whore. So open that mouth and suck. Don’t pretend to be a saint—we both know you’re an expert at this.”My body trembles with sobs, my throat tightening until oxygen barely reaches my lungs.I don’t want him to use me anymore.But he doesn’t care—he never has. He pulls himself out and presses it against my face, rubbing it there to humiliate me further. The nauseating smell makes bile rise in my throat.“Open your mouth!” he orders, pulling my hair so hard I feel like it might rip out.I have no choice. Through muffled sobs, I do what he demands. The taste is the most disgusting thing I have ever experienced, and death begins to feel like a reward. I’ve fought for years, but I don’t know how much longer I can endure.He grips my head and sta
The mysterious man does not appear again for the rest of the night, but I will always be grateful that he noticed me—my feelings, not my body—that he looked into my eyes and not at my breasts. Perhaps he will never know it, but with that gesture he healed something he had never broken and planted a spark of hope in the middle of so much darkness.The sound of glass shattering pulls me from my thoughts, and I turn to see Edoardo clumsily standing up, breaking a few glasses in the process. He is drunk, and that only means my night will be even worse than I expected.“Well, I think it’s time for my wife and me to leave and consummate our marriage,” he announces with a grin, and my skin crawls.I don’t want to. Damn it, of course I don’t want to go there, and my whole body stiffens knowing the moment is now inevitable.The other men cheer him on with a barrage of insults and filthy jokes typical of them. I try not to listen so I won’t feel even worse.I search for my cousin’s face—my only
EnzoMy hands are sweaty as I wait, which feels ridiculous considering I’m married to that woman—but this time things are different. In this story, we’ve definitely done everything backwards.“Where are you planning to take her?” Antonio asks in that ridiculous, over-the-top concerned tone he only
EnzoMy possessive instinct wants to flare up, but I remind myself that if I want to win her back, I must learn to control myself. Besides, Marco has proven his loyalty, and his concern is genuine."She’s fine," I respond, trying to sound calm. "Pregnant," I add, unable to completely suppress my in
AriannaThe dinner is served, and the exquisite aromas fill the entire house, which looks majestically decorated, but the scent that pleases me the most is the scent of home. That feeling, until now unknown, of being in a family, of feeling at peace despite the war raging outside.For me, Christmas
Arianna"Don't say that, Arianna. Give me time. It's not easy for me, but I swear I'm going to improve.""Maybe you will, but you'll always be this way, and it's not fair for me to ask you to change—people are who they are," I say, repeating the words Ilaria told me."I only want to protect you bot






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