Arianna When my eyes open again, hit by a ray of sunlight, I don't know whether to feel disappointed, hurt, or angry; but it's not even with him anymore, it's with myself for always stumbling over the same stone, for not finally understanding that I have nothing left to look for here, and the empty bed is proof of that.I can't even cry anymore, although I want to. I think my tears have dried up. The pain in my chest is so profound that it paralyzes me, leaving me in a kind of lethargy that I no longer know how to escape.I told him I loved him. I dared to confess it, and he most likely didn't even hear me, or if he did, he didn't care. As I supposed, he was just a drunk saying nonsense, looking for sex, claiming anything to get it.I curl up in a ball in bed and stay there. I don't know for how long. I don't want to do anything. I can't do anything. I just focus on breathing.The sound of my phone vibrating on the nightstand distracts me for a second, but I decide to ignore it. I'm
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