All Chapters of Under Her Spell: Saving The Alpha : Chapter 101 - Chapter 110

KaimaNicholai stood by the balcony, his hands tightly gripping the railing. I thought the metal was going to snap any moment. I just stood there staring at him. He was completely healed. I was so dumbfounded because he healed as fast as an alpha.The way he fought today, I'd never seen anyone move like that. I'd never really understood what it meant to be part demon and part wolf until I saw it tonight.It was almost morning, and he hadn’t said anything to me since the… kiss.I felt a huge knot forming in my throat. I swallowed it and walked up to him, arms crossed before I even reached him.“Hey,” I said, tightening my arms around myself in the huge knitted sweater I’d put on. “Are you… okay? Tonight was intense.”He didn’t turn immediately. He took in a deep breath before he finally turned.“I don’t know,” he said, turning to face me. “Everything that happened tonight…it was just so crazy. If I hadn’t been around, you would have been hurt or worse. And… I got some memories back.”

NathanI stood by Nicholai who didn't look himself at all. The always composed Nicholai looked pale. He didn't have his signature cocky smile on his face.I'd been here for more than ten minutes and he still hadn't said a word. It was just long, awkward, irritating silence.After waiting for him to say something, I exhaled and finally spoke. “Are you going to talk or just decide to have a staring contest? Nick, you called me. Don't forget I have a job I need to get back to. Not all of us have the luxury of just doing whatever we want and never having to worry about money.”He turned to me and smiled. “Nathan, we all know you have enough money to buy half of New York if you wanted. You just decided to live like a human.”I let out a small laugh, and his face brightened up a little. “So tell me what’s actually going on?”He shook his head, his jaw clenched, eyes turning dark.“So apparently my father—” he said those words with disgust, “—the same man I'd never met in my entire life, the

KaimaI didn’t realize I was shaking until I opened my mouth and everything I was trying to bottle up inside came out.“Nicholai… I want to be honest with you.”He just kept looking at me like he already knew something bad was coming.“I don’t like it,” I kept my voice steady. “I don’t like seeing you close to Tara. The two days she spent here, I hated it. It aches me, Nicholai. It physically aches me.”“Kaima,” he started, but I raised my hand, stopping him.“No, let me finish.” I swallowed. My throat felt dry. “I cannot stand it. I honestly cannot keep pretending that it doesn’t bother me when it clearly does. I see the way she looks at you, and it makes me sick to my stomach.”He exhaled deeply. “Baby, I’m so sorry you felt like that, but… her being close to me doesn’t mean anything. I promise you.”I stared at him, and it felt like someone turned off the oxygen in the room.“Of course it means something,” I snapped. “She’s your ex, Nicholai. What the hell are you talking about? Ar

KaimaI didn’t know when the words slipped out. Maybe it was because of how Nathan looked at me, or maybe it was how safe I felt with him. I wasn’t sure, but no matter how I tried to deny it, I always felt safe with Nathan. And the way he spoke so gently, so calmly… sometimes I wondered if he was truly an alpha because he was too… kind.“Nathan, I feel it too whenever you aren’t okay.”He looked surprised, but not that surprised, really.“Yeah?”“So… how am I feeling right now?”I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to concentrate, but I didn’t feel anything from him. It was just my emotions that were all over the place.“I… don’t know,” I said, disappointed.“Hey… it’s fine, okay?” he smiled.“I don’t know when it started. I think… it was when I was still at the packhouse or when I moved. I’m not sure, but when something is wrong, my chest tightens—like something is pulling at me, like I’m supposed to check on you or something.”I quickly stopped myself from continuing further.This wa

NicholaiShit… shit… shit.The words left my mouth as I rushed down the stairs, out the house and into my car. My heart was still back with Kaima even when I drove to Tara's place.I couldn't get how she looked at me out of my head. I knew I was hurting her so badly and it was breaking me.Ever since I got my memories of what Tara and I shared, I've just been being pulled in two opposite directions and I hated it.Just check up on her quickly, I told myself. Make sure she's okay, then go back and explain everything and fix it.I knew it wasn't going to be as easy as saying it but I had to find a way to fix things.When I got to Tara's, from the door I could hear soft uneven breathing from inside. I pushed the door gently and stepped in.TaraShe was curled on the couch, a heavy blanket covered her and she was still shivering violently. Her skin was pale, her teeth chattering together, traces of sweat on her forehead. Her lips trembled as she tried to speak.“N… Nicholai.”I knelt besi