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Chapter 102: Delusion

Author: Jay-Shine
last update Last Updated: 2025-11-17 00:35:06

Elizabeth

The thunder rumbled above, the rain slamming violently against the window, rolling down in long strands. I sat on the edge of my bed, knees pulled up to my chest. I just kept staring at the rain without blinking. I needed it to distract me from crying.

It was stupid how it felt like rain could make everything feel better.

My hands subconsciously drifted to my neck where I used to believe it was.

Even though he wasn't my actual mate, I used to feel proud of having his mark, the noble Alpha.

Now the skin just felt empty, like it wasn't part of my body any longer. Every time my hand made its way there, something excruciatingly painful twisted inside of me.

He fooled me.

He let me believe he marked me. I was supposed to be smarter than he was, but he fooled me just like a little child.

My chest tightened painfully. I hated him for that. I hated him so much my hands shook.

But the stupid horrible problem I had now was that I was in love with him. I've tried everything to make sur
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