All Chapters of Take me, I am yours: Chapter 181 - Chapter 190

"I want to play in this room with you.""Yes, but I want to choose the toys from the playroom to bring into this room." He nodded"Yes, then I get to use them on you." I walked to the playroom, looking through at what to take: leather has to be leather, a leather whip, a leather blindfold and leather cuffs, nipple clamps, and a vibrator. Bringing them back into the office, I set them down on the table."Yes, you can use them on me, but I want you to find something else to tease me with as well."Yes, I will welcome Howard upstairs to play." That threw me; while I could say no, I didn't like to say no, and I thought Howard had left me silent, leaving him looking at me like I was ready to say the game was over before it even started."Yes, but I must be blindfolded when you do." It was the only way I could think of saying yes, and at the same time I feel unsure I will let it go that far; I am not sure I want Howard involved."Yes, but I want to also invite Steve to play." Panic Lac

More guests started coming in, I got up and began greeting them, and the hostess I had booked for the night also showed guests around. Walking in was a fiery redhead girl, young-looking and very similar to me, just taller – my sister. That was my sister. Steve and Sean were looking in her direction, Steve's mouth falling open, eyes wide; there was not a chance he was going near her. I laughed to myself, walking over to her. I was smiling, happy she came. Reaching her, though, Amanda walked through the door; she was not meant to bring her. I can't complain; I can't do much. It would spoil the night. "Hi Mira, it is lovely to meet you." I hugged her; I couldn't stop myself. Something made me."Hi Lisa, I have known about you forever, so this is probably more of a shock for you than me.""It is, hi Amanda." I can't find it in me to call her "Mum" yet."Don't worry, I am here to apologise. I am sorry for everything I said about Sean, for letting my own opinions cloud my judgment of hi

"No, where was he? I am guessing my dad told him, and he just showed up." Another person I don't want to see, not that I have a choice, so I need to deal with it."Don't worry, you don't even need to speak to him; just make sure you stay close by me, or just tell your dad what happened. I am sure he would throw him out." Sean laughed, knowing my dad all too well. They got on so much, and often Sean met up with him to go for a drink, or I just don't even know what they did when they met up. "It is fine; my dad is close to his parents, so I would rather keep the peace if it is possible." I don't like drama, and telling my dad was sure to create drama."Just another hour, kitten, then you all mine. by the way, your dad didn't freak at the collar; you forgot about taking it off." His lips kissing mine, my hands wrapping tighter around his neck, pulling him to me, wanting more of him, I am glad my dad has not mentioned the collar."Calm down, kitten. I said an hour, not now." He laughed

Waking up, I was in my bed, the sun shining through the window, my throat hurting, and my head also hurting. Sitting up, I looked around, the house quiet, and walked into the shower.I turn it on. Standing there, the water washing me, washing last night away, if only it was that easy to wash away the memories from my mind; they are what are plaguing me. Another thing to add to the list at the counsellor.My counsellor was nice; she had been through something similar to me, and she helped a lot. We spoke about Kyle, Damien, Sean, my family, everything, so when I go this week it will be an interesting session. Getting dry, I look at the mirror, thick bruises on my neck, my hand instantly stroking them. I bring so much drama with me. Why can't I just be like Beatrice, no drama, no crazy exes? The door opened, and without turning I knew it was Sean. "Your dad called; don't worry I explained everything to him. he's coming to see you ater." I knew he would find out quickly; no doubt Damie

"Hey, how are things now?" She sat down at the table. "Good, just getting on with things," I smiled, feeling genuinely happy."You seem happy considering Damien is out." My body froze at her words, turning to her."What?" She looked shocked, then the look of 'Oh shit, I should not have said anything' crossed her face."I thought you knew. Sean got a call; Damien was released, and he isn't allowed within so much distance of you, but he had an alibi for the times around when the cars were tampered with, and when the box was dropped off at your work, it wasn't him." Great, so now Sean was hiding things from me. He is lucky he's at work because I swear I am not happy about this. I don't care so much about Damien being out; it is the fact it wasn't him, so now we have no idea again who it might be. So, the whole 'only good things can happen' was wrong, far too wrong. The cars were okay yesterday, though, so have they stopped? Is it just a sign they are going to start fighting worse and