All Chapters of Divorce? Your Biggest Mistake.: Chapter 21 - Chapter 30

AlyssaThe heavy bag was the only thing that could take my anger as I hit it again and again. My knuckles were raw but I did not care.The pain in my hands was nothing compared to the pain in my heart as Damon's words from earlier played in my head on a loop.Useless. Broken.Whore.“Ahhh” I screamed a raw guttural sound that tore from my throat as I hit the bag with all my strength my tears mixing with the sweat on my face. I was so tired so tired of what has been going on lately… I needed a break, I wanted my life back, the life before I met Damon Johnson. I’ve made a lot of mistakes but nothing compares to falling in love and trust Damon Johnson.I slumped against the bag my body shaking with sobs I could no longer hold back.“I hate you Damon… I fucking hate you” I cried out. Hearing a soft clearing of a throat made me freeze, my breath hitching.I quickly wiped my face with the back of my hand sucking the tears back in and turned around.It was Ares.Of course it had to be h

AresAlyssa was my salvation and I was her destruction. I have known this from the moment I saw her again. She was still too innocent too bright for my dark world, she was a little bird, and I was the storm that would break her wings.I knew it was a bad idea to take this job again. For years I had run from the memory of her from the wild beautiful teenager who looked at me with stars in her eyes. I thought I had left her behind but the moment Marcus called I came running like a dog to its master. I still wanted her.I have always wanted her and now, being this close to her every day it is a special kind of hell.I can’t get her out of my mind, I can’t scrub the taste of her from my system.And now, she is avoiding me. It has been almost a week since i had the taste of her and since then I lost control and let the beast in me get too close to the surface. She does not look at me anymore. She flinches when I open the car door for her. Her usual rants in the car or stolen glan

Alyssa I stirred in my sleep feeling a strange sense of warmth, my head wasn't pounding as much as it was before but I was still so tired. I felt a hard surface beneath my cheek It was comfortable and it moved in a slow steady rhythm I couldn’t fight the urge to nuzzled closer breathing in a familiar clean scent.I peaked my eyes open the room was still dim but I could see enough. My head was resting not on a pillow but on a firm broad chest. I looked up my eyes tracing the strong line of a jaw the curve of a mouth I knew too well.I can’t believe he stayed even after I had asked him to leave that I’d be alright, a warm feeling spread through my chest pushing away some of the chill from my fever. He was sitting up against my headboard and I was curled up on his lap tucked against him like a child.He was asleep, his head tilted back and his breathing deep and even.I blushed finding myself looking at him, I studied his face the sharp angles of his cheekbones, the dark sweep of hi

Alyssa My heart was pounding so hard in my chest I could hear it in my ears my emotions were all over the place, It was a mix of pure hateburning rage, and the sting of tears I refused to let fall. I walked as fast as I could away from Damon's office my whole body shaking in the verge of collapsing.My cheek was still stinging in pain, his words felt like an arrow pierced into my chest.How dare he? How dare he think he could make me his mistress? Who the fuck does he think he is? I pushed open the door to my small basement office wanting to be alone in my misery but to my utmost suprise Luke was here, sitting in my chair spinning around slowly. He stood up when he saw me. "Hey Alyssa I was just—"He stopped talking his eyes went wide. He was staring at my face and I knew he could see the red mark. I quickly looked away walking to the other side of the small room."What are you doing here Luke?" I asked my voice tight as I tried to sound normal but it was hard. "You should lea

Alyssa The first thing I felt when I woke up was a pain in my head, It was not a normal headache but rather It was a sharpantagonizing pain that made me feel like my head was splitting open. “Ahh” I hissed my eyes still closed tight against the hurt. Like a bad movie the memories came rushing back to me.Damon’s office. Ares’s rage. The sound of his fists hitting Damon and then me stupidly stepping in between them.The blinding flash of pain.A low growl of pain and frustration escaped my lips as I try to force my eyes open again.The light in the room was dim but it still hurt.I was in my own bed, in my room. I slowly lifted a hand and felt a thick bandage wrapped around the side of my head.My whole skull throbbed with every heartbeat.The slid open and I did not need to look to know who it was, I could feel him. Ares walked in his face like a dark cloud. He looked tired but his eyes were still hard.I fought the urge to role back my eyes knowing it would make I head hurt mo