Lahat ng Kabanata ng Divorce? Your Biggest Mistake.: Kabanata 31 - Kabanata 40

Alyssa It has been five long days since Ares left and hated how much I missed him. I hated that I kept looking for him in the rearview mirror when James drove me.I hated that the house felt too big and too quiet without his strong silent presence filling up the space especially at night when I couldn’t sleep, I could always find him at the gym or around the house.I wanted to hear his gruff voice. I missed the feeling of his touch on me, the way his dark eyes bore into mine as though they could see through me, I felt so stupid and weak for missing a man who had basically told me he was no good for me.Tsk.On the other hand work… work was a nightmare. Damon had not made life easier for me since Ares almost beat him to death If anything it was worse. It was pressure upon pressure. He gave me impossible deadlines and criticized every single thing I did.He called me into his office for no reason, just to stare at me with pure hate in his eyes and insult me, reminding me that I was

Alyssa Driven by a need I could no longer suppress I obeyed moving slowly as I lowered myself until I was on my knees before him.It wasn't a gesture of submission but one of surrender—a surrender to the truth I had been fighting for so long. I was his and he was mine. This was where I was meant to be.I looked up at him my eyes asking a silent question, his jaw was tight ashis chest rising and falling with deep controlled breaths.He gave a single sharp nod his gaze never leaving mine.My hands which were trembling slightly reached for the waistband of his sweatpants.I slowly pushed them down my fingers brushing against the warm skin of his hips as i did, his harden dick sprang free and my breath caught in my throat. He was huge so huge I began to wonder if he’d ever fit inside of me. His tip was stain with pre cum that made my mouth water at the thought of how he’d taste. He didn't speak for a long moment simply letting me look my fill then his voice rough and low broke the s

AlyssaThe cafeteria was a little noisy today but sitting with Luke in our usual quiet corner felt almost peaceful. He was talking about a new restaurant that open and if I was free Sunday night and we could maybe grab dinner.Luke is a nice and sweet guy but definitely not my type, better still I don’t plan on getting myself into another relationship not when I’ve not recovered from the one I left. “I’ll check in with my schedule” I say cutting him off from finding ways to convince me.He lets out a sigh before nodding. My mind drifted back to Ares, about the intense perfect night we had shared two days back, and true to his words, he didn’t let me off the hook till I could barely even stand on my feet. Heat creeped up my core at the thought of it. I gulped a lump.Fuck Alyssa Snap out out of it. “So,” Luke said his voice pulling me back to the present as he put his fork down and looked at me. his face suddenly serious. “I heard some people talking today In the IT department.

AresOne year later…I slammed my fist on the large wooden desk "One year Andrea! She has been in that hellhole for one whole year and you are just letting it happen! You are just hiding here doing nothing while she rots in a cell!"Andrea did not even flinch insted he looked at me with his calm tired eyes."Ares you need to understand Alyssa is a strong woman, she made her choice… She refused to be bailed out… she said she deserved to be there”"I don't care what she said!" I roared my voice echoing in the huge office. "I don't care if she thinks she deserves it I am bailing her out. Today…. right now. I don't care what you say I don't care what she said. I am getting her out."Andrea leaned back in his chair a small strange smile touched his lips. "I know my daughter," he said his voice quiet but firm. "Perhaps better than you do and I know that when she walks out of that prison tomorrow she will not be the same woman who walked in.""What is that supposed to mean?" I growled my pa

Alyssa I stared at him for far too long, far too longer than anyone I’ve looked at for the past year, then I snapped out of the strange stillness.I didn't want to look at him, I shouldn’t even look at him, I didn't want to be near him or near anyone.Letting out a breath I didn’t know I was holding, I tried to walk past him to go upstairs to be alone as I’m use to by now but he moved so fast his hand shot out and grabbed my arm firmly his grip so strong like iron."Let me go," I said my voice a rough unused whisper It hurt my throat to talk. I tried to wiggle out of his hold but he didn't budge."Look at me Alyssa," he said, his voice low.I kept my head turned away my eyes fixed on the wall. "Let go of me.""Look at me," he said again more firmly.I struggled harder. "I said let go!"He just held on tighter. "I'm not letting you go until you look at me."That's when I snapped as I stopped struggling and finally yelled my voice raw and painful from disuse. "What do you want from m