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Cass deposits me on a chair by the kitchen island and I can tell by the look on Allegra's face that she's not amused. Cass takes the seat beside me and Ana places a black coffee in front of me and an espresso in front of Cass.Cass doesn't waste time on pleasantries and asks, "So why are you here?"Allegra looks pointedly at me, then back to Cass and says, "It's a sensitive topic.""If it's a sensitive topic that can be discussed in front of Valentina, then it can be discussed in front of Alexa as well," Cass says with an eye roll. He obviously isn't enjoying all this made-up drama."Since you insist on bringing Alexa into the family, Constantine thought it necessary to do a background check," she says as she dramatically tosses a folder on the island in front of Cass.I try not to laugh, thinking about how bored the P.I must have been while investigating my family. "Did you find anything good?" I ask, amused.Allegra ignores me and continues talking to Cass, "She's broke. She made a

I leave Alexa relaxing in our room. She more than earned a lazy afternoon after she let me use her the way she did. I helped wash my cum out of her hair and off her face, but she wanted to leave the rest. The c-ck tease knew I would be hard for the rest of the day until I could have her again, knowing that my cum was still on her.I couldn't hold back my lascivious smile when I thought of her wickedness. Allegra and Valentina kept alluding to her not being a good mob wife, but they had no idea how ruthless she could be. She would be the perfect mob wife.What? Why am I even letting myself think that?I shake my head and arrange my features back into my normal cold, controlled expression. I would never take a wife, so I shouldn't waste my time measuring her against those standards. I definitely wanted to extend our contractual relationship, so I would need to get those kinds of thoughts under wraps.I head to the library to meet with my brother Constantine. He had been very adamant tha

I don't know what to do with myself now that Cass has left the library. The fight that was running through me so strongly, floods out in seconds after he leaves. Instead, I now feel tense. It hits me that I basically just agreed to sleep with Constantine to prove a point. How stupid could I be? I don't normally make rash decisions from an emotional place.I pace back and forth a few times, but it's only ratcheting up the tense atmosphere. Cass wouldn't actually hand me over to his brother for the night, right?I force myself to sit for a moment and pull myself together. I need to solve this problem and I can't do it while my thoughts are running in a million different directions. I take a few deep breaths as if I know anything about meditating. At least the breathing helps calm me down.I'd like to think that Cass knows me well enough to know I was bluffing in the heat of the moment. Staying in this library isn't helping. I decide to join the family festivities and try to read Cass's

Cass took me three times throughout the night. I woke up tired but absolutely satiated and the tense feeling from the fight was long gone. After last night, I was sure he would cancel with his brother. The thought of being alone with Constantine in such an intimate way had me absolutely terrified.He looked very much like Cass so it's not like I wouldn't be able to feel attracted to him in that sense, but in one very crucial way, he was nothing like Cass. They were both very dominant men, but I could tell Constantine would never bend. He wouldn't care if I was scared or hurting, he would take what he wanted and leave whatever was left of me.Constantine brought me breakfast in bed and we spent lunch with his family. We even took part in a snowball fight with all the kids. It felt like I was in a Hallmark movie and while I enjoyed it, I also knew it was all a facade.After the snowball fight, we go back to our room to shower. Surprisingly, Cass doesn't join me in the shower. I assume i

Constantine's eyes drag from my toes up to my head and I fight back a shiver. I'm not sure if it is caused by feeling desired or creeped out. Maybe it's both. This last month has taught me that I don't know anything about my sexual preferences. I've only scratched the surface and Cass is exploring the depths.Constantine nods to Cass then offers me his hand and says, "Come in."I fight the urge to look at Cass to seek his approval, instinctually knowing Constantine wouldn't like it. I slide my hand in his and the slight tilt at the side of his mouth tells me he can feel the trembling in my hand. I steel my nerves to look up to his eyes and I can see that my nerves are pleasing him. Of course they would. He lives to be in control, and he couldn't be more in control of this situation. Of me.Just before Cass closes the door, he reminds me and his brother that he will be outside. I should be embarrassed that he'll hear us, but for some reason I like the idea of Cass hearing his brother t