KIERAN The world has been going colorless for a long time, and since I lost him, I just didn't notice it.The colors I see are now faint, a soldier comes forward from my left, I don't really pay him any attention. “Congratulations commander, everyone in our platoon is happy for you, sir.”Dax stands by my left shoulders, and Finn, on my other side, silent and still, watching me like they would rather not be here.Because they know if she were the last person on earth, I still wouldn't choose her.I just stayed silent. If I had found Ronan or had Ethan given him up to me, I would be getting married to him instead. Nothing here feels real.Since the night at the Fourth gate, the world has been slipping out of my grasp, at first it was the small things, food losing it's taste, perfumes blending into meaningless scents, rose, vanilla all of it was just air.Then touch, was slipping too, no warmth, and contact without meaning, wolves crave touch and the physical aspects of life, but here
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