Nova’s POVOnce tea and cake are consumed and everyone’s revived a bit from the drive I start to feel nervous. I’ve been trying not to get my hopes up and trying not to think about what the potential of all this is, but if this works, I will have a mum and dad. I know I have been making constant half joking comments about having them back to do their jobs but that’s because I don’t want to admit the truth. After being rejected by the only family I ever had, what if they don’t want me. what if they think I am broken or too much hard work? What if they’re not the people everyone keeps telling me they are.Until this year I’ve lived a life of disappointment. I just don’t know if I am ready to face anymore. No, I tell myself, I cant think like that. I am going to wake them up, tell them their missing daughter is home and she’s going to make them into grandparents. Positive thinking. Manifest destiny.Tilly and Lyle have come to an uneasy truce, which basically consists of them not talking
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