I stand in front of the full-length mirror in my room and barely recognize myself. The dress Hannah helped me pick out is stunning. Deep emerald green, fitted at the top and flowing at the bottom, with delicate beading along the neckline. It's elegant. Sophisticated. Expensive. It's everything I'm not. "You look absolutely gorgeous," Hannah says from behind me. She's been doing my hair for the past hour, styling it in soft waves that cascade down my back. My makeup is flawless thanks to her skill. Subtle but polished. I look like I belong at a high-society event. But I feel like a child playing dress-up in her mother's clothes. "I can't do this," I whisper. "Yes, you can." "Hannah, this isn't just some party. This is all the major crime families in London gathering in one place. Everyone will be watching me. Judging me. Waiting for me to mess up." "So don't mess up." "That's helpful. Thanks." Hannah spins me around to face her. "Lola, listen to me. You are Ocean Moretti's
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