It was ten o’clock in the morning and she hadn’t come out of her room yet. When we were married she was always awake before me. I’d get up and she’d be neatly dressed, wearing a tasteful minimum of make-up, her hair brushed. She’d serve me and Emma a hot breakfast, smiling cheerfully. God, I’d been so spoiled. “Claire? Sweetie?” I tapped on the door. Silence from inside. “I made you coffee? Just the way you like it? And I ordered pastries from Espresso Yourself. Chocolate croissants?” A long silence, then rustling noises. Finally, she opened the door. Sometime during the night she’d changed into her nightgown. She was wrapped up in a robe, her hair a bird’s nest, her face pale, dark bruise-colored rings around her eyes.“Your breakfast is on the table,” I burbled. “Right this way…” She glanced at me, her face expressionless, and shuffled towards the dining room. My heart ached to see her like this. All the life, the spark and passion that had defined her, had made her Claire, w
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