CLAIR POVHow cruel is the heart, that it hurts the most when you want it to feel nothing?I pushed through the tight line at Ontario airport, dragging my suitcase with one hand and holding the other under my belly that seems to get bigger each second. Each step sent a dull ache through my lower back. And my breath felt borrowed."Welcome to Canada."The receptionist muttered softly, a little smile spread across her blushed cheeks and I could have sworn it was not genuine, rather a necessary etiquette of her work."Thank you."I said anyway, handing her my papers, and she after going through it, threw me that same forced smile."Your flight to Montreal is in thirty minutes."She said and I nodded, retrieving my documents from her and left the queue, thankful for the air of relief that slaps me after.Finally I got to my seat, watching the empty seat get filled, and I could not resist the urge to cry. I miss him, miss his eyes, his voice, his body, everything of him that affirmed his p
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