The mafia boss is the man of my dreams のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 21 - チャプター 30

Heat, that was all I felt. Sweat dripped from his body onto mine, and I clung to him like my last shred of sanity lay in that grip. My mouth was parted, but no words escaped, only those sinful sounds, the ones he was responsible for. Every thrust sent me into pure bliss. I didn’t want it to end. I didn’t want this feeling to fade, not this time. I welcomed his grunts and low whispers with every emotion my body could offer. His touch resonated deep in my core, and I felt closer to him now than ever before. But like every good thing I wanted to keep, this dream ended too. My eyes snapped open, my breathing heavy. “Fuck,” I muttered as I lay still, the last moments of the dream playing in my head. Why did today’s dream feel even more real? Why did the feeling resemble the same one I felt when I kissed Knight? Was it because I went to bed with the thoughts of his last message on my mind? Was that why, even while I was awake like this, I still craved him? Was just one kiss f

I don’t know who came up with the saying that you could only get flustered once, but that person told a total lie. I couldn’t count how many times during that car ride that Knight made me flustered. Even now, as I walked to my department, I was having second thoughts. Should I have just given up my pride and kissed him? Hell, I knew I wanted to. With his face that close to mine, I was more than ready to. But I guess I underestimated my pride, because when the thought of having to beg for a kiss came to mind, I totally fled. I was turning that into a habit recently, all because of him.I knew I was spewing utter nonsense when I talked about telling him the reason for the kiss if he showed interest in me. What reason could I possibly give? I wasn’t even certain myself. It’s not like I expected him to act on it, so I doubted I had anything to worry about.I settled down the moment I made it to my seat and exhaled loudly. Jean would have to pay for putting me in such a situation this earl

Knight’s POVMy conversation with Conan was brief, just like I wanted it to be. I wasn’t one to talk much—just a few words were enough to convey all I needed to say.So after signing the final handover document, I turned to him, eyes hard. “You missed work without permission,” I started, getting up from the couch. I watched his eyes flicker with guilt. He was really terrible at hiding things.“It wasn’t on purpose, boss,” he called out sharply.I shook my head. “Purpose doesn’t mean a thing to me. If you are leaving the very post I put you in for even a second, then the reasonable thing to do is inform me—not wait for me to find out myself.”“I’m sorry,” he mouthed after a second, head bowed. “It won’t happen again.”A dry chuckle escaped me. “It better not… if you don’t want to end up in the same place the last CEO is.”“Mr Saturn?” he asked, eyes wide.I ignored him and turned to Rowan, who stood at the entrance. “The body should be taken care of by now, shouldn’t it?”He nodded, pu

I walked into the bar with the most confidence I could gather. I said I was going to have fun, and I planned on keeping my word. We walked in as the soft music hit me immediately. It looked the same as when I came here the last time, just with a lot more people.“Follow me,” Jean mouthed, and Excelle and I trailed behind him till he stopped in front of a guarded door at the back.“Membership pass,” the guard said coldly, and I watched Jean pull out his phone, all smiles, as they scanned the code.“How does he even have a membership?” Excelle whispered to me, and I sighed.“He sold someone close to him,” I replied just as the door cracked open.“We’re free to go in now,” Jean called excitedly, and I nodded as we walked in. The difference in both the music and ambiance is what hit me first.This part of the bar looked a lot more like a club, with fancy lights and even louder music. The people around were dancing, almost everyone with a wine glass in hand.“What do you think?” Jean yelle

Was I pissed? Hell yeah. Am I ever going to admit the reason for my anger out loud? Probably not—but it sure did have something to do with how Knight got me all riled up and then just dipped like that. Like we were playing some push-and-pull game. It took quite a lot… okay, maybe not, but still—it wasn’t easy for me to decide to just go with the flow, and he had to pull back at such a time. Does that mean he didn’t like me? Could that even be an option? Even with all these thoughts, I had no idea why I followed him home. It was funny, really—and odd, just like me—so I guess that checked out. Excelle did tell me not to go home with a stranger, but Knight technically didn’t count as one, even if I still didn’t know him that well. Especially after hearing what he said in the car… about doing something similar if anyone ever touched me the way that man did. That one sentence raised a lot of questions, and those questions grew even more when I came face to face with his huge mansion.