Head Over Shoulders のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 41 - チャプター 46

I can't tear my eyes away from either of them. I don't know what they're saying, but I feel like I shouldn't know. My head is spinning and I feel so nauseous. The level of attachment I have to Vicky is insane. Unhealthy too, but primarily insane. I call after Jesse as he goes upstairs. "Hey babe. I'm going to go out for a few drinks. Be back tomorrow."He complains as usual, but he still lets me leave. I don't go just yet though. I go to the normal place my bike is parked. From there, I can still see Magnus and Vicky. Vicky looks almost uncomfortable. I want to separate them, but I've learnt not to interfere. Finally, the discussion is over and Magnus goes in first. I rush to Vicky before he can get in. He's expecting a positive reaction from me, but to hell with that. I grab his hair, not paying attention to how attractive he looks in this position. "What did he say to you?" I demand. "Nothing really. It's actually nothing important. You're over thinking things." He's lying I kno

I freeze. Like my body stops functioning. It's even more awkward because Ander is completely naked. He seems unbothered to say the least. "What is wrong with you?! What are you doing?!" Gideon screeches. He marches towards us and I instinctively use my hands to cover my face. He doesn't hit me, but Ander. Ander turns and hits him back. "If you want either of us, wait your fucking turn!"They're yelling and I'm afraid they'll attract attention. Once Ander is off me, I wear my clothes hastily and wait. For whatever Gideon will say. "You're a sick bastard. And I asked you. You had the guts to deny it. Are you alright?!" Ander puts on his sweatpants and heads for the door. Gideon pulls him back. "Are you being nonchalant right now?"Ander shoves his hand on his shoulder. "What else do you want me to say Gideon. Tell me what you want me to fucking say!""Wasn't he enough? He's amazing and you're cheating on his roommate. Neither of you have a conscience."Ander chuckles. "The more the m

Jesse isn't Gideon. Jesse doesn't throw a fit. Jesse stays there, feet planted to the ground. For once in my life, I don't know what I'm supposed to do. Vicky has already stiffened. "What's going on here?"Beside Jesse is Gideon. He looks rather happy that this is happening. Somehow, I know he's involved in Jesse finding out. I've been careful. I'm a reckless person, but I've tried my very best to be careful. They aren't supposed to know. Gideon wasn't to find out and Jesse wasn't either. "You're not going to say anything?" I push Vicky off me. He rushes to the bed to drape something over himself. Instead of a blanket, he dresses. I wordlessly pick my clothes from the floor and dress. Jesse has already started crying. I want to walk away but he pushes me back into the room. I actually let him. "What's wrong with you?! Aren't you going to say something? Explain your fucking self damnit." I look at everybody in the room. Jesse is crying, Gideon is disappointed. Vicky is scared. I