Seraphine’s POV Sleep came hard those first weeks, and when it finally came, I usually wished it hadn’t. That night I was more tired than usual, worn thin from another day of keeping Elowen’s voice in my throat and her posture in my spine, careful in every hallway in case Rhydian was watching or Lysandra was listening. I had spent the afternoon in the yard pretending to study the healer’s garden while actually counting guards, exits, and the number of steps between my window and the tree line, because some part of me still had not decided whether I was staying or running. Toren had walked past twice while I worked, nodding at me the way he used to when I was Luna, before catching himself and turning the gesture into something colder and more formal. I wanted to tell him it was still me, but I didn’t. Instead, I went back to the herbs, my hands shaking slightly as I worked with stems I used to know by feeling alone. By dinner, my whole body ached in a way that had nothing to do
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