CHAPTER 51 — THE COST OF HEATPOV: EzraThe morning after Aidan chooses sharp, the air feels thinner.Not dangerous.Not charged.JustAware.Like something is watching closer.Aidan wakes before me.He’s sitting cross-legged on the floor, eyes closed, breathing evenly.Not meditating.Listening.I don’t interrupt.The hum under his skin isn’t flat anymore.It fluctuates.Small rises.Small dips.Alive.When he opens his eyes, he looks… clearer.Not calmer.Clearer.“You’re measuring again,” he says softly.“I never stopped.”He stands, walks over, brushes his fingers lightly across my jaw.“I didn’t lose myself,” he says.“I know.”“I almost did.”That lands heavier.“How?” I ask quietly.He hesitates.“Because it felt good.”“Comfort?”“Yes.”“Silence?”“Yes.”“Control?”A small nod.“It felt like someone lifted weight I didn’t know I was carrying.”“And now?”He exhales slowly.“Now it feels like someone wants to carry me.”I don’t like that sentence.“You don’t get carried,” I say
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