Milena DragovicBy Friday, I’d learned how to function again.Not the real thing, not close, but the hollowed-out routines that make other people believe you have returned to yourself.By seven p.m. on Friday, the office was quiet. My office door was open, the overhead lights at half-bright, sunlight gone, and the city’s blue dusk pressing in from every angle. I stayed late because the alternative, home, felt like too much pressure. I shuffled paperwork not because it needed to be done, but because it kept my hands busy. Anything to avoid going home and opening the envelope again.I rolled my chair back and checked the lock on the front door, even though I’d checked it twice already.Locked.The back hallway light flickered once, then steadied.I exhaled, tried to convince myself to finish my last note and go. Instead, I wandered toward the bathroom at the end of the hall, the way you do when you hope a few minutes away from your desk will reset your brain.The tiles were cold, the ai
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