I lose time and space, the world around us slowing down without us as the words crash down on me.It was obvious when I started getting restless about him that my feelings were more than platonic. I wanted to own him, be inside him, be one with him. I should have known then, but I know now. I also know that this is everything. And that I won’t last like this, no matter how much I try to drag it out.This is all the good I never thought was available to me, all the good I never expected to find in my lifetime.When you’ve had a love before, or what you think is love, you don’t think you’d find another one. You think, ‘that’s it, I’ve felt love, I’ve known it before, and it can’t happen again.’ At least that’s what I thought before now. But it’s here, it’s better.It’s Carson.A grunt falls out of me.“God, I love you.” I groan. Looking up to find him.His cheeks are wet, cheeks flushed with ecstasy, mouth parted silently.I reach up to his face, sliding up his body, not moving from i
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