Alle Kapitel von Beg Me, Alphas!: Their Tortured Mate Is Their Salvation : Kapitel 31 – Kapitel 40

Agila's POVIt's hard to know if I have regained my consciousness when I cannot see light. But I can now hear voices after many hours of hearing nothing. "Agila . . . it's us, your parents," my mother's voice says. Them? What do they want now? Their beloved daughter is in the cells. They definitely cannot have confused us.And where am I? I can tell there are soft cushions underneath my aching body, more softer than whatever I was laid on during the treatment. Did they move me to a finer bed? "The Alpha Kings forbade us from seeing you, but we had to find a way to tell you how sorry we are for everything," my father's voice mutters. Wow! He is sorry? Like he didn't know I wasn't a witch when he supported Irina's lie? How can he be sorry now after I have endured all the torture?I feel his strong hand touch mine. I immediately snatch my hand away despite my lack of strength. I can imagine the frown forming on his face. He is a proud Alpha who has never endured disrespect. I howeve

Agila's POVThey forced me to give up the mate bond, now to survive I need to welcome it back like I am not repulsed by the the thought of having a connection with them again. I would regain my lost senses, which would feel awesome. Without them I feel half dead. Sadly I cannot reclaim the mate bond even if I wanted to. Ilan's magic mark ensures that my only option will be death. If my injuries will get worse like they claim, then I will die soon. I wonder if Ilan believed that I would get better without a mate bond. Or he only cared about his chance to create the connection with me which would grant him powers. Can I survive until he gets the chance to do so?"We will do everything to please your heart. We will stay by your side every second and keep you comfortable. We will make it easy for your heart to forgive and welcome back our mate bond," Reid's voice says. Another spoonful of the delicious meats touches my lips. I realize that I am suddenly feeling full and nauseous. Clear

Agila's POVOne of them pecks my lips before placing something that feels like a thick parchment on my lap. He also places a pen in my right hand. "Please write anything you want. Anything you wish us to do. We will be highly appreciative of your efforts," Reid's voice urges. After all the torture and humiliation they put me through, I want me to desire something that will cleanse my heart of hatred. To them that would be precious jewelry and the love of their hearts. But they humiliated the desired for those things out of me. They made me regret ever desiring to be their Queen. So I will be honest about the only thing I really want. I hold the pen and write on the parchment. I cannot see so I might have made a scribble. Still I push the parchment away after I am done. "Only thing you desire is our death? seriously?" Alpha Alcott's voice exclaims in disappointment. His strong hand takes hold of my chin and lifts my head up like I can look at them. "You will die if you do not welco

Agila's POVIrina's cries carry on even after the sounds of the whips have stopped. They left her hanging from the ropes under scorching sun just like they did to me. But she is a werewolf. Her wounds will heal unless she is bound with silver. She must be feeling humiliated knowing that her torture was meant to appease my heart. The Alpha Kings loved sleeping with her. They would have chosen her over me even if they knew I was their mate. The consequences of sleeping with her is what has forced them to pretend that they care about me. They left me alone after I gave them the list of my desires. I didn't ask for precious jewelry because I will have no use of necklaces after death. I wanted to make sure that no other woman like me would be branded evil because of lacking grace or beauty. And even though Shadowbound Outcasts are mostly guilty of what they are accused of, those innocent like my dead friend will have a chance to defend themselves.I doubt the Alpha Kings would care. If I

Agila's POV The Kings wait for my response, gazing down at me. They wouldn't punish me without a just reason, right?"I . . . cannot become your Queen. I am embarrassed of everything that has happened to me. I am ashamed of being me," I say. They do not seem surprised. But they are clearly disappointed. Two of them take seats beside me on the bed and one takes my hand in his. "We understand how you feel. How much shame you carry on your shoulders for the cruel things we did to you. But you forget that the mistake was ours. You were always on the right. You have nothing to be ashamed of," King Reid comforts. Yes the mistake was theirs, but the shame was mine."You do not understand. Regardless of who was in the right, you are not the ones who got whipped and humiliated in front of your guests and residents of your palace," I point. There is regret in their eyes which I had only sensed in their voices before now. "We promise to let everyone know that you were never a witch. That