A FORBIDDEN NIGHT WITH THE CEO のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 221 - チャプター 230

*SIENNA*I curled into the sofa and cried my heart out.No...this was too much for me...Alexander came around and held me but I pushed him away..."Don't touch me...don't touch me.""I'm sorry....I'm so sorry. "He whispered.Alexander...please tell me that this is just one of your scheme...I want to believe that this is one of your games... No...This is too much...I can't...I can't...""You think I would make up so many stories for you?"I nodded quickly. "It would be more bearable than this...please... You can't just tell me that you had taken my son away... you can't just tell me I didn't get the chance to hold him everyday when he was a baby...you can't just tell me that he's been sick for two years....No."He looked so pained."You can take your time to process everything...I know it sounds too painfully unbelievable."I grabbed my bag and stumbled out of his house.My legs were numb and I could barely walk.After a while, I sat on the ground feeling so weak.I could tell people

*SIENNA*I slowly stood up as Alexandra and his driver walked up to us."I'm sorry we're late. Alexander murmured."Is Elvis perfectly okay?Can his blood be taken?"I asked."He's unhurt. Alexander assured."We'll get started now. "I announced, trying not to pay any attention to his cast.I took Elvis' hand..."Bye, daddy."Alexander waved at him.We walked into the examination ward where a nurse was waiting.I squatted down to Elvis."This might hurt a bit but please don't cry..""Daddy says I'm a big boy and big boys don't cry."I smiled and stroked his head."Yeah, you're a big boy.""Am I your big boy?"He asked.I suddenly wondered what was the need for this DNA test.He has my heart completely."Yes, you're my big boy. "I cooed and sat down.I made him sit on my lap and I watched the nurse bring out the syringe.I covered his eyes gently with my hands as the nurse took hold of his hand.When the needle pierced into his tender arm...I looked away and I imagined the many times he

*SIENNA*"And I'm also occupied with thoughts that you already accepted to settle down with a woman who has a child and now finding out she has two...I just can't imagine how you must feel right now."His eyes softened and he hugged me with me still seated on his laps."I'm sorry...I shouldn't have gotten mad at you.I should have thought about everything going on instead.I admit, I had a bunch of different thoughts when I found out you have two kids now but that doesn't change my love for you.I still want to marry you.I still want to spend the rest of my life with you."He said to me.I sighed, feeling so drained right now. The following morning, Diana and I were with my kids at the dining room where we ate-breakfast.The doorbell rang out.I smiled knowing it was Clara. I had asked her to help me get my wedding dress.I stood up and opened the door for her...Clara walked in with a big suitcase..."This is so heavy."She grumbled."Thank you so much, Clara "I said, gratefully.Ethan

*SIENNA*He looked away from me..."But you have to understand. There might be some cases where this wouldn't cause any harm to the children but you and I know that most cases end up badly for children like Elena and Elvis."I sighed knowing he was right.Even Elvis might never accept Ethan and that might create problems for the two of them.Oh God.I stared up at him."But you're in no position to say this either. You will get married and have children too in the future.""I won't get married. "He informed me, coolly.I rolled my eyes."I'm serious... I've lost you and I think I ... I'm pretty bad at loving someone so I just want to stay away from this love thing .Where had all the air gone to in the park?I felt suffocated."Well, it's none of my business if you get married or not."I let out trying to hide how I really felt."Well, it has something to do with our children and I think it's best I stick to being single...it will be more healthy for them to live with me."I tried not

*SIENNA*I didn't want to see him right now...I didn't want to deal with this right now so I pushed him away from me and I stood up from the bed,Sienna. "He called."Don't!...Just...I want to be alone right now. "I murmured."I'm so sorry."He breathed and I walked out of the room and out of the house...I took a walk and I kept walking and walking until I got completely exhausted.I sat on the side of the road...tired and cold.It was getting late now and I didn't feel like going home.Home.The place Ethan had provided for me....I had no idea what to do now...Should I call off the wedding?I thought about the many other things he had done for me...How he took me to his grandmother's house when I had nowhere to go...He had genuinely protected me other times too...He has been so good to Elena...He didn't even criticize me when I fell pregnant for Alexander again..Thinking about the mental harm that men brought to me made me tear up againI wish I could forget that Ethan had se