All Chapters of Being Their's: Chapter 151 - Chapter 160

We climb into bed and Ryder wraps his arms around me, holding me close to him. "I love you Lilly." He whispers, as he leans in for a kiss. I smile when he pulls back. "I love you too Ryder." I lay my head on his chest, snuggling as close as I can to him. I love being held by Ryder, but it just doesn't feel right without Reece and Raikin here with us. It doesn't take long for Ryder to fall asleep. I lay there listening to the sound of his heart beating and his soft, steady breathing. When I can't fall asleep my mind starts wandering to Reece and Raikin. I wonder if they are having problems sleeping without me too. I finally fall asleep around three in the morning and when the alarm starts going off, it feels like I have only been asleep for seconds. Ryder kisses the top of my head. "Baby, it's time to wake up." I groan, wrapping my arm tighter around him. "I don't want to go to school." I whisper, with my head still on his chest.Ryder chuckles softly. "I don't either, but I don't

“Are you guys hungry?” Logan asks, looking at everyone.I laugh. “I am always hungry.”“Yeah, me too.” Brandon says.We all start laughing. Logan stands up. “Let’s get some snacks then.” He says, as he reaches his hand out to me. I take his hand and he helps me stand up. Ryder and the other guys stand up too. “Do you want candy and popcorn, or actual food?” Logan asks.I laugh. “Candy sounds good to me. I have been craving sweets.”Logan smiles. “Sweets it is. What about you guys?” He asks, looking at everyone else.“Candy and popcorn sound good to me.” Brandon says, smiling.Calvin nods his head. “Ooohhh, maybe we should order a pizza.”Harrison laughs, shaking his head. “Dude, it’s only like ten thirty in the morning.”“So? Anytime is a good time for pizza.” Calvin says, looking very serious.I laugh and nod my head. “He’s right. Pizza does sound good.”Logan smiles. “Candy, popcorn and pizza. Sounds like a fun time to me. I will order a couple of pizzas; you guys get some candy and

“Are you okay?” He asks.“Mmhmm.” I say, nodding my head. Logan gives me a sympathetic smile. “It’s okay if you aren’t. I know you miss them.” He says, reaching out to touch my arm. “I don’t want to cry.” I whisper, shaking my head. “I am tired of crying. I don’t know why I have been so emotional lately.”Logan rubs my arm, smirking a little. “Maybe you are pregnant.” I laugh, shaking my head. “I am not pregnant.” I say, as I slap his chest playfully.Logan shrugs. “You don’t know that.” “I’m pretty sure I would know if I was pregnant.”Logan smiles. “If you are pregnant, I will be the best uncle that kid has ever seen.”I laugh, rolling my eyes. “I’m sure you will be. My kids will be lucky to have you as an uncle, but.” I pause, leaning in close to whisper. “I’m not pregnant.”Logan laughs. “If you say so sweetie, I’m just glad I got you to smile.”“Me too. Thank you Logan.” I say, smiling at him. Logan leans down and kisses my cheek. “Anytime. Do you want to go back over there

I nod my head, giving him a small smile. "Yeah. I'm just not feeling all that great." Ryder rubs my thigh again. "Do you want to go lay down baby? Maybe some sleep will help you feel better." "Yeah. That sounds good." I say, pushing my chair back from the table. I turn to look at Curtis. "Thank you for dinner, it was really good." Curtis smiles. "You are welcome sweetie. I hope you feel better in the morning." I smile. "Thanks. I'm sure I will. I'm sure I just need a good night of sleep." "Okay, goodnight guys. Get some rest." Ryder stands up and I stand up as well, taking his hand. "Goodnight dad." He says as he leads me upstairs, going straight to my room. It doesn't really take me long to fall asleep after we lay down. It never does when Ryder is holding me. Him and his brothers just make me feel so safe, warm and secure. I just wish Reece and Raikin were here too. Around two in the morning I wake up feeling even more nauseous than I did when I went to sleep. I lay there fo

I look at Ryder with wide eyes. He looks just as confused as I'm sure I do right now. Curtis has never asked to speak to me alone. My brain immediately starts racing, trying to think of anything I could have done to be in trouble or whatever. Ryder gives me a small nod. I turn and look at Curtis. "Ummm yeah." Curtis smiles. "It will only take a minute, I promise." I turn and look at Ryder. "I'll be up there in a minute. I love you." Ryder gives me a quick peck on the lips. "Okay baby. See you in a minute. I love you too."I watch as Ryder walks out of the kitchen and I turn to Curtis. "Is everything okay?" I ask, nervously shifting my weight from foot to foot. Curtis smiles. "Yeah, everything is okay. I was just wanting to check on you, see how you are doing?" I feel slightly relieved, but also more nervous. I have a very strong feeling that is not the only reason he wants to talk to me. If it was, then he could ask me that in front of Ryder. "I'm doing okay. I've just been a li