Elara’s POV, Fuck, fuck, fuck…My situation right now is fuck. “Every time I think I know you, I discover another lie. I don’t know whether to hate you for lying…”He looks at me like he doesn’t know me, which he didn’t until now, but at least he saw me…“...or hate myself for loving you anyway.”What?! It doesn’t even break me that he just confessed to loving me, but he said it like loving me hurts him physically. I made the one person who truly saw me feel deceived. I glare at the necklace lying on the bed, and suddenly, I hate seeing it. All my life, it’s been a constant, but now…He’s right. I wasn’t fully the maid, I’m not fully the wife, I’m not fully a hacker, and I’m not even sure I’m fully a Virelli. I genuinely don’t know what version is real anymore. My entire concept has been hiding, surviving and becoming whoever I need to become to live another day, but I can’t help but find myself thinking, If Lucien cannot see me anymore… then who am I? Fuck, he didn’t even shout,
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