CASSAINThree days feels like three years.I don’t sleep the first night.The second night is worse.By the third, I’m functioning on rage and routine, but practice and our game day helps.The stadium is packed. Students chant my name like I’m something untouchable.Lucian claps my shoulder before kickoff. “Keep your head in the game.”“I am focused.”He gives me a look that says no, you’re not.He’s right.Every hit I take, every hit I deliver, every sprint down the field is all displacement because she isn’t here.The whistle blows and I unleash.I hit harder than I should.I run like something’s chasing me.I score twice in the first half.By the second half, the other team avoids me.The crowd screams.My veins feel like live wires.Adrenaline hums under my skin like a second pulse.Final whistle.We win.The team piles onto me, shouting, laughing, slapping my helmet.I rip it off, breathing hard and I see her in the audience.Watching me.My chest stops.The world muffles.Ever
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