I returned home as quickly as I could, as all that mattered was getting through this next phase so I could leave, and so I could get back to him.I stepped into my room and shut the door behind me, leaning back against it for a second as I exhaled slowly.“Just get through it,” I muttered.That was the plan, nothing more and nothing less.I moved on autopilot after that.I went to my bed and sat. After a few seconds of doing just that, I stood. Then I paced as time stretched, and every minute that passed was another minute Derek was still out there, and I hated it.I sat on the edge of my bed, elbows on my knees, staring at the floor when a knock at the door broke the silence.“Ethan.”My mother.I stood immediately and crossed the room, opening the door.She stood there, already dressed.“The elders are waiting,” she said softly. “It’s time.”Finally.I nodded. “Okay.”She smiled faintly, stepping back so I could walk out.I didn’t hesitate as the sooner this was done, the sooner I c
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