Mag-log inCONTENT WARNING: THIS BOOK IS STRICTLY FOR READERS 18 AND ABOVE!! I’ve spent my whole life pretending to be normal. I’m supposed to keep my head down. That’s what’s expected. Father says I should blend in, be normal. Don’t draw attention. Don’t let anyone see what I am, or what I’m becoming. But there's this human, Derek, who hates me for reasons unknown. Every day, he finds a new way to make my life miserable. Hating him back should come naturally, but somehow... I don't. Wanting a human is forbidden, but he's all I can think about. My body doesn't seem to care about rules when it comes to him. He can shove me, sneer at me, push me as hard as he wants, but it won't change the fact that I still want him. I want his attention. His mouth. His anger. I want to explore this newfound feeling and desire with him, and I'll make it happen no matter what.
view moreLuckily, I arrived home successfully last night. Returned the bike back to Mark and climbed up to my window and got into my room.The house was awfully quiet. I couldn't leave my room to see if my parents had returned, even though I knew they would be by then.I went into the bathroom and took a quick shower, then changed and jumped straight on the bed.I still couldn't get Derek out of my head. The memories of us kissing and sucking each other's cocks got me hard again.I writhed on the bed. Twisting and turning as I rubbed on my hard rod, trying to smooth things out with the urge to fuck. But after a few minutes of praying to the spirits to calm me down... after all, Derek wasn't here, my cock fell, and I was good.It didn't take long for me to go straight to sleep.When I woke up the next morning, it dawned on me that I had failed to return Bri's call, and she was leaving the town with her aunt. Still, I didn't call her back. I got ready for the day, had breakfast, and went out to
Derek's cock felt heavy and strong in my hand. I could feel his muscles as they drove his erection through my fingers."You know... my cock's bigger than yours," I chuckled as I stroked his."That's why I'm scared it's going to hurt me," he muttered.I ran my finger through his hair, shifting a few strands from his face."You can fuck me if you're scared of the pain," I smiled softly.He looked at me instantly and looked away just as quickly. "I think it's better to have you inside me.""Better?""Yeah," he answered. "I'd love it that way.""Then what are you so scared about?" I asked quietly. "There was a reason you wanted me to be here."He turned to face the other way, but I cupped his chin and turned his face back towards me."Look," I said in an almost whisper as I got closer to his face again and gave him a soft kiss. "We spoke about taking things slow. And I will keep to that. I promise."He sighed, then kissed me back."Whenever you want me," I added. "Just say the word.""I w
After sucking each other's tongues and exchanging saliva, we pulled apart, both of us out of breath. I sat up and straightened my hoodie. Derek sat up as well, but he was avoiding eye contact.We sat in silence for a few seconds until Derek broke the silence by clearing his throat.I turned to him. "You okay?" I asked softly. My hand was already going up to rub his back, but I stopped midway and placed my hands on the bed.He took in a deep breath and exhaled. "Yeah... you?"Even though he said he was fine, there was something off. Before I could fully register the whole thing, he stood up and walked a few steps away from me. His chest was rising and falling as if he had just fought a bear.I pushed myself forward, watching him.“Derek…”He ran a hand through his hair.“Yeah… I—” He stopped, exhaling. “I didn’t expect you to actually come.”I smiled faintly. “I told you to count to one hundred.”He huffed a quiet laugh, still not turning around.“Yeah… I guess you did.”Silence settle
I smiled at the ceiling of my room.My heart had been beating a little faster ever since we started talking about the kiss, but hearing that… hearing him say that so honestly… it made something inside my chest tighten in the best possible way.“Derek,” I said slowly, “would you love for that wish to come true?”There was a pause. I could almost hear him thinking.Then his voice came through the phone again, low and careful.“…Yes.”Just one word, but it was enough.I swung my legs off the side of the bed.“Okay,” I said.“Okay?”“Close your eyes.”There was another pause.“Why?”“Just do it.”I could hear the faint rustling sound of him shifting on the other end of the call.“Alright… they’re closed.”“Good.”“And now?”“Count to one hundred.”He laughed quietly.“You’re kidding.”“Nope.”“Why?”“You’ll see.”There was a small breath through the phone. Then Derek said softly,“…Okay.”I grinned.“Slowly.”“Fine.”I heard him begin.“One…”And before he could say two—I ended the call.
The words "you will never be an Ashbound" stayed lodged in my chest long after Derek’s father slammed the door and left him alone.I pressed my back against the rough bark of the tree and exhaled slowly, forcing my breathing to stay steady. My heart still thudded painfully against my ribs, not from
I walked into my room angry at my father.The walls pressed in on me as I got into proper clothes and lay on my bed, staring up at the ceiling like it might crack open and swallow me whole. Despite my anger toward my father, today has been fun. My body still remembered the day. It remembered every
I ran until my lungs burned and my legs screamed at me to stop.Branches tore at my skin, roots snagged my feet, but I didn’t slow down. I couldn’t. Every step felt like it was fueled by something ugly and furious clawing its way out of my chest. I didn’t know where I was going. I only knew I neede
When I stepped outside with Bri, the first thing I noticed was Lucas's presence. His scent filled the air, and I knew he was here. I looked around and spotted his car sat where it was yesterdaywhen he came to pick me up. He pulled a little away from the main entrance, engine off, windows cracked. I
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