《A TASTE OF SIN》全部章節：第 91 章 - 第 100 章

I sat down on the living room armchair and curled up, my knees tucked under my chin. My tears were no longer running down my face and all I was left with was haunting emptiness.Unsurprisingly, Felix came after me. I didn't look at him as he walked down the hallway, but I could tell from the heavy breathing and strained voice he was worried."What's wrong Blair? What's happening? Why are you like this?" He asked, placing his hands on my shoulders. I buried my head in my knees."Stop Felix, let me be." I begged, but to no avail. My voice was barely a whisper."Blair, talk to me, tell me what's wrong." He insisted. My heart was hammering against my chest. I felt like I was going to be sick. With each word that came out of his mouth, my body felt smaller and smaller. I just wanted to disappear, to be alone, to get him away from me."Stop, please, just stop." I said, fighting to keep my emotions under control. "Don't touch me, let me go.""Blair, tell me what's going on, right now!" The p

I suddenly became very hot. I took off my jacket, struggling to get it off because of the seatbelt. I couldn't wait to get home and drink that beautiful wine.The ride took less than twenty minutes. When Felix parked in his garage, I hurried out of the car and clicked on the elevator button frantically. Felix noticed my hurry and teased me a little for my eagerness. I just wanted to get inside so I could forget about the promise he would never be able to make me.Felix insisted on drinking from glasses and I obliged. I waited for him on the couch, taking off my shoes and settling in comfortably.He poured the tiniest bit of wine into our glasses. The smell of alcohol was so strong it made me crinkle my nose. In the silence of the night we drank, tasting the sweet, potent liquor. We moved closer to each other, commenting on the complexity of flavor."To us," said Felix, lifting his drink to mine.That gesture made my heart melt. Our glasses clinked and we drank. With the alcohol still

"This is gonna give me such a headache..." complained Maddox as he hammered his chisel into the hard plaster. "I mean, not as much as this guy though."As he said this, he hammered with tremendous force the head of the bust he was working on. It was a life-size sculpture of a man's head he had to finish by the end of the month. For this reason, Maddox was always in the art studio at Durham and I joined him whenever I could.On one of those occasions, as I went over some notes, I heard Felix's voice coming from the door. I turned around to see who he was with. To no surprise, he was walking side by side with Professor Agnes.A few weeks had gone by since Felix's birthday. On the first day back, I found it really hard to concentrate in his lesson. I'd give him knowing looks during his lectures when he was talking at the podium. When our eyes met he quickly looked away but looked back at me soon after with a growing smile. It felt like a sort of game to see for how long we'd dare to look

"Felix, this is weird..." I said, my face so hot I could feel the heat rising."Blair, I poured melted wax on you. Trust me, this isn't weird at all." As he said those words, he started circling the vibrator very slowly and softly, not pushing it in. "This isn't a punishment baby, I'm not going to hurt you, and if I do, you tell me to stop and I stop right away."I gulped, slowly releasing my grip on his arm. Now that the initial shock of having something there was gone, I tried to ease my muscles."That's it baby, you need to relax." He said, kissing my cheek. "Have you ever tried anything like this?"I hadn't, but he sure wanted me to. I never had the slightest interest in knowing what it felt like to have something up there. It wasn't hard to imagine how it might feel though, and I wasn't completely opposed to trying something new."What I didn't tell you about this vibrator is that it also doubles as a plug." He said against my ear. "I'll keep hold of it by the string so it doesn'

I spent the days leading up to the second semester at Felix's apartment. We only had a three day weekend to catch up on the lost time, but those 72 hours were more than enough.What made this time so special was the fact that no one knew I had already arrived in the city. I didn't have to text my flat mates to tell them I wasn't sleeping at home, I didn't have Maddox text me to meet up for lunch, I didn't have David wanting to go out at night. The only person who knew I was there was Felix and so he had all my undivided attention.There was a certain erotism to it all. The secrecy, the exclusivity, the feeling of being in a world of our own. Those three days were a complete fantasy where we didn't have to constantly come up with lies and pretend our relationship was strictly professional. For the first time, I allowed myself to stop thinking that our relationship was wrong in all the ways society deemed it was.Neither of us mentioned work once. I was sure Felix had worked prior to me