꧁ ASHER'S POVI'd walked away from council votes, territory disputes, and one attempted coup with my composure fully intact, but I was certain something had changed, and did not walk away from that clearing the same way.It hit somewhere on the path back to the house, no warning, no build-up I could point to and say ‘there, that's where it started’. One step I was fine, formal robes still damp with dew from the grass, Lyra's hand warm in mine, and the next my chest had gone tight.I stopped walking.“Asher?” Lyra turned, and whatever she saw on my face made her step closer instead of asking again.“I need a minute,” I said.She didn't push. She just stood there with me, at the edge of the path, moonlight still thick enough between the trees to catch the pale of her dress, and let me have a minute without filling it with questions.Fifteen years, I'd operated on a simple principle — anything I couldn't solve, I set aside. Grief, fear, longing, all of it filed under ‘unavailable’ the da
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