When the Alpha Howls のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 1 - チャプター 10

Moonbrook looked like a postcard someone had held too close to a flame. Not burned. Warmed, softened at the edges. The late afternoon sun poured honey over the roofs and the quiet main street, gilding shop windows and turning passing dust into something almost holy. Even the people moved like they belonged in a gentler world: slow steps, unhurried glances, conversations that took their time.I didn’t. I drove into town with my hands locked around the steering wheel like it might bolt, like the whole car might decide it had made a mistake bringing me here. My little sedan was packed with what survived the life I’d detonated: clothes in vacuum bags, a few framed photos I couldn’t bear to throw away, my battered veterinary textbooks, and three boxes labeled KITCHEN even though I didn’t know yet if the kitchen in my new house had running water.The air smelled like pine sap and damp earth. The forest sat in a dark green ring around the town, close enough to feel like a wall and ancient en

The night met me at the bottom of the porch steps. Cold air slid into my lungs, crisp with pine and wet moss, and I forced myself to breathe slowly, one inhale for courage, one exhale for control. My flashlight beam cut a pale tunnel through the dark, catching the shine of dew on grass and the occasional white flick of a moth’s wing.The forest watched with that heavy, waiting stillness that made you aware of your own heartbeat, your own noise, and your own softness.A howl rose in the distance. It wasn’t close enough to rattle my bones this time, but it carried that same ancient authority, like something calling roll in a language older than my fear. Then the sound again. That choking, ragged growl, half pain, half fury, dragged through the trees.I moved. The way you move toward a crying animal on the side of the road even when you know it might bite. Leaf litter gave beneath my sneakers as I crossed the yard and stepped under the first branches. The forest swallowed the porch light

The man on my doorstep didn’t look like someone who brought injured animals to strangers. He looked like the kind of man people stepped out of the way for without realising they were doing it. Tall. So tall the garage doorway seemed to narrow around him. Broad shoulders under a dark jacket. Black hair that fell forward in a careless sweep, like he’d shoved his hands through it and forgotten to fix it after. His face held the quiet severity of stone: sharp jaw, straight nose, mouth set in a line that wasn’t unkind, just… guarded. But it was his eyes that made my breath catch. Deep blue. The colour of stormwater. The colour of the wolf’s gaze that had burned into my memory like a brand I kept pretending wasn’t there. He held a small bundle against his chest. A towel wrapped carefully, as if gentleness were a skill he’d practised in private. “I’m Nora,” I said automatically, because my brain wanted something normal to cl

That night, I latched the garage window so hard my fingers hurt. Once, twice. Checking it the way you check a door after a nightmare, the way you check your own skin for bruises, you swear you can still feel. The little metal catch clicked into place with a sharp finality, and I stood there staring at it as if the sound could rewrite what had happened. A rational person would’ve told herself: A wounded animal found its way out. You helped. It left. End of story. But my body didn’t believe in endings yet. My body still lived in the world where a slammed cupboard meant anger was coming, where a too-sweet apology meant the next blow was only being delayed. Safety wasn’t a state. It was a vigilance. I turned off the garage light, left the small lamp on near the recovery corner for the thrush, and went inside with my tea. The house was quiet in the way new places were quiet. No familiar creaks to reassure

By Friday, my house smelled like vanilla and nerves.I’d baked because Bailey had texted SNACKS ARE NON-NEGOTIABLE and I, tragically, was the kind of person who responded to loud friendship with domestic surrender. The cupcakes were purple, of course. Lavender frosting with little sugar pearls like tiny moons. They weren’t perfect, but they were mine, and for the first time in a long time, I wasn’t baking to apologize for existing.I was baking because someone was coming over who wasn’t Kyle. That shouldn’t have been a milestone. It was. My life had become a series of quiet firsts.The thrush was doing better too. She’d started eating with real intent, sharp little pecks, chin up like she was daring the world to break her again. Her wing splint held, and her eyes were brighter. I’d moved her box to a calmer corner of the garage and hung a towel over the side to dim the light. When I spoke to her, she watched me like she understood I’d joined her rebellion.